^^

Last nite have nitemare again nu~
>.< scary lo...
Haiz
So awake at 4am something then sleep back
Plus it is raining nu~So cold
So hug zhe teddy oioi o
=)

Then 8am wake up..so i wake my baobei too
While bathing..still thinking dao wat he said to me lo
About eat ppl money de
Haiz~
Tot sleep le morning will forget it de lar
But no use lo >.<

Mybe its too hurt~
In the skul every morning if i'm sad or wat
Aso will sit at my fav place n think geh..
Although i'm not sad..I aso will sit there de
Hmm...

Dunno wat to write jor neh~
Paiseh xP

Foon yoon said wan belanja me nu
Coz he get high marks in his perdagangan exam
^^ Congratulation ya~

N Happy Halloween~
=)

So miss u leh baobei lougong
T.T
Wanna be wit u like yesterday
Tats fun~
Hehe...

So cold cold nur
Wanna become ice le
=P

K nar~
Write till here bah...
Muackzz...
Love u muchii~~
Always n forever!!
Oni YOU~

Hmm...

Today morning reach dao skul so cold nu~
Aikss...
So walked around the skul for 5mins
While waiting baobei come to pei me

Hmm...
After tat v go Bilik Masakan again lo
>.< cooked muffin again o
Today each person can take 3muffin back nu
2 gv le baobei n 1 more gv le Eng Hong
Lolx~

Haix~
Today baobei keep said sorry lo
>.< always de~
Then recess time till go home time v both still together nu
Call him go baack class he dun wan lo
Coz wan pei me >.< aikss

Then 12pmsomething I pei him went up to 5F lu
Summore call me go in nu~
A bit scare..then sit under the fan
Coz beside window veli hot
So v talked nu~

He laugai o
=) kaka~cute
Keep touch my hand but i keep bi kai him
Coz of some words...
"eat ppl money"

Haix...
No mood n sad~
Dunno y feel like wanted to count everything wit me
So I da suan...count jiu count lo

Wan the water bottle money back??
Wan those movie tickets movie back??
Wan the reload money back??
N wat else i use ur money??
I won use ur money anymore
(although i din use it)

Suan le~count jiu count lo..
Heart pain??wanna cry??
Aso me oni mar~
......

Aikss~
Tis afternoon dream dao kong bu de things
Hope it doesn't become real
>.<
Pls....I dun wan~coz its so scary leh

Erm...I think tats it bah
Byezz

Fun Day~at skul...

Today my frenz din come again nu
>.< untill next tuesday~
Haiz...
Me alone again nu in the morning~

But today special abit coz baobei come early to skul pei me lo
^^ then v talking n talking nu
Untill bell rings~
Then today v gt kelas masakan lo at skul

So fun nur~
V cooked sardin roll n choco muffin nur
Then bla bla bla...
But chun bou jor nu coz baobei know i made wat le
Then me n my kitty go find my baobei n she find hao yong lo
Suddenly i asked my fren where my baobei go ne??
Then she said..er...
(haven talk finish) then he appear at our back >.<
Scared us~ ( like saw dao ghost lo)
Then v went recess together nur...

After recess he pei me go up then he went to class nu
...mybe..if he din "ponteng"
Hehe~
Around 12.30pm something muffin done le
=)

Yummy o~
Ben lai wan bring give baobei de like a surprise
But..suddenly he came nu~ >.<
Scared n shocked me~
I kuai kuai hide my muffin nur =)
........then...very long stories....
Can't wrote all down...

Then nite means juz now~
Arghh!!!Hp no money lo
Yer..hp sot le~
Hmm..then Jackie said help me reload nur so GOOD
^^ but y can't my own lougong treat me better than him do ne??
T.T

Still gv baobei said me eat ppl money
T.T haix...I when gt eat ppl money o
Like i dek jiu u like tat lo!!!
SUAN~~.


Tats 4 today bah~
Bb >.< lv ya~
Makss~

Sei bin tai lou~

Yuckss~
2day so unlucky lo
>.<
Aikss...

Stupid azizan~
So bin tai..
Call play wit the Indian gal
Meanwhile call me change place wit him lo
Then he wanted to beat my...backside...
Wat de!!!!!!?

Hao chai i 'sim' (in Cantonese) lo~
So touch dao abit lo...
>.<
Aikss...
But be4 go home I beat him many times nu
Untill my hand aso pain pain le
T.T

Stupid de lo!!!!
>.<

Arghh~~~~~

Hmm...I go eat lunch sin
If not later my baobei scold me
Haha^^

Muackzz~
Love ya~

...HATE...

Wat the.....
Stupid lar me~
Haiz...

Firstly i adi jue de 'u' like him de
But i tot my feelings was playing me
So i leave it~~~~dun CARE...
But i can't!!!

Today kitty aso start jue de le
my feelings would never wrong de
100% of it~
T.T
I cried in the bilik music while they playing the song + thinking
Haiz...

I keep thinking i should let go nu
Coz too xin ku le~
N i'm out of the choir le...

I DUN WAN SING ANYMORE ESPECIALLY "CHOIR"
U SO GENG U PLAY URSELF LO THE PIANO
U TOT ITS VELI EASY A TO COMPLETE THE SONG
ERIC SUX!!!!

Haiz~
Summore now sick le..
Dizzy @@"'
Dunno wat to blog le

Anyway~
It is nor ur fault or problem..
Is MINE...

Hmm..
Tats 4 today bah~
Byezz..

...wat should i do??...

Arlox~
Baobei lougong..my turn to blog le
Hehe^^

Hmm..tis morning asual wake up le
Then msg him n go to bath
Next went to breakfast n goes to church
Lolx~~~

Then..bla bla bla...
Talk about Jackie Zai again sin
>.<
He still haven give up nur

Although wat i said to reject him
He still dun care~
Aikss..n he wei le me stop smoking nu
N said he is truely love me de lo

Is it real??lolx~
He reli can stop smoking??
Impossible bah...
Haiyor~~
x.x

Arghh..so fan ah~
Summore juz now he called me so v talk nu
Quite long lo~
Long than i talk wit baobei at the phone 2X nu
=.=|||

Hmm~he sounded sweet
N he talked veli soft wit me..
Kaka^^
Baobei ne??same same de nar
Dun Jealous ah~~

But baobei keep say himself de lo
Haiz~
Not u din help..is juz u said de things i try be4 le
N its not working..coz of 4 words..tat is..
HE WON GIVE UP

He still called me baobei,babe n bebe nu
Aikss~Sound like kid
Hehe
=)

Er..I think tats 4 today bah~
Muackzz..love u muchii

~~haiz~~

Today so fan lo n sad
Haiz~~~
Today morning went to pj...
But first went to midvalley sin lo

So cold.........

Let's talk about today de things happened~
Is about a guy name xxx (can't tell)
U know i know lar~~ok??

Hmm~~~
He still haven give up on me lo
Although he know i have bf
>.<
He summore call me man man break wit him
N accept him...but i said i dun wan...

Meanwhile baobei was attending tt classes~
So v stop sms le..untill his break time at 1pm
Then oni sms~but tat time i adi moody le
Hmm~~Then he knew about it le
So he felt unhappy too..(through my feelings)

Then 2.30pm he goes tt again till 5.30pm
So the xxx sms-ing me
N keep ask y dun accept him..
He aso said "y dun accept me??u wan me buy 999rose give u oni accept me??I can do it de..Juz dun reject me so fast~Coz i won give up de..i'm sure coz i'm serious de in gan qing" n "I will wait u till u r 22years old n marry u coz now i'm adi 19years old"

@@"'
Die mou???he think till so far liao lo
N aso said tat wan together wit me yi bei zi leh~
But he smoke de..>.< eeeee...
Then he said he can stop smoking because of me
Could he??lier!!!!

I won believe tat~
But no choice coz everyboy in this world aso start smoking le
Mybe not now..is in the future~
Haiz~

Most make me sad de is he said "ur bf aso treat u not good de~won care u de lar"
Aikss~
>.<
Bla bla bla~~~~
Then 5.30pm something le..he finished tt le
Sms me lo..

Er..dunno wat to write le
Hmm..tats it bah~
Byezz...

...zzz...

Once again...
He hap chou again nu
Coz of my gor(Brian) at Fb there wrote
"I love u!!!!mui mui..1muackzz"
Mybe like tat..

Haiz~
Everytime i made him jealousing nu
>.<
Hmm....
Reli dunno wat to do le~

~speechless~
Aikss..
=.="'
Sometimes my heart reli get hurts de nur
Keep things sometimes else~

I nid to use hao yoong de speech le..
..tat is...mybe both of us r not same type??...
Soli~
Nth to talk about it le..

Gud nite~

@@"'

Haiz~
2day at skul de bilik music
So cold lo
>.<
Then recess come out
+weather so hot outside

So make me dizzy a bit nu
=.=
Feel unwell eh~
Till now...haiZ...
T.T
Its aslo make me no mood n unhappy too

Sry ah baobei~
Coz reply ur msg aslo like moody..
Scare make dao u unhappy,moody n sad +dan xin eh
So i din tell u o

I know i've broken my promise
T.T
Aikss~coz i had promised u tat gt anything muz tell each other
Cant keep secret..soli soli soli soli soli..

Nothing can do ah~
Hate tat pengawas gal keep following me n kitty
She juz like tat Daisy..
HATE IT!!!!!

Lougong 7pm got tt lo
Left me alone le...asual...
Lolx~
+no wei kou eat dinner tim

Hmm~Monday nid to sing ''One m'sia'' de song lo
So hard n fast lo..
=( plus I like the song named seasons of love better
Hehe^^

Hmm..nid to fetch bro le
Blog when free~

Jiayou baobei lougong~
GAMBAHTEH^^in ur SPM..
Always support n chang u o

Muackzz~
Love u much muchii~
Forever n ever...always de...
=)

So hot today!!!

^.^V
Today weather so hot nu~
+ plus give Kitty cat pull go choir
~SINGING~
La..la...la..la..la..

Quit fun
^.^ coz i like sing sing sing~
Hehe..
Do Re Mi Fa So

Today those 'three' din go skul lo
So mei yi qi~huh...
Hou choi still have kitty n my baobei o
Hehe~

When back home time~
Body so sticky nu..feel so uncomfortable
Yucks~~~~~~~

So fast fast went home n bathed
Baobei lougong still said see who finish bathed sin lo
=.=
Me win win win...
Blek~

K nar~
BaiBai^^
Muackzz..
Love u o muchii~
>.<

Haiz~

Today nth special nu~
Juz in the morning go pasar buy boiled soup geh ingredients
N ate breakfast
Then went home le
Boiled soup lo
>.<

Then afternoon around 1something
Go cc lo~
Wow..full leh no place tim
Wad day is today orh??
Is soh lou's birthday o
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOH LOU
Then playing petsociety while chit chat a bit wit baobei
N reply xiao yao de sms
>.<
But baobei wan see but i dun give
Haiz~
Like dun believe me lo
Somemore said muack lai muack qu
>.
Then at nite means juz now~
He wanted to find..wat..hack..code
So I called him to go my fb
N ask xiao yao
(pretend as me ask de)

Suddenly he said I dun like pretend ppl
=.="'
Tot wan help him up but...haiz..
Hou sam mou hou bou!!!
First time he like tat talked to me lo!!
OMG!!!
He changed le~
...so many...

Haiz~
Heart pain...
Angry-ing him again~

N i would like to say is yesterday de 5th reasons i won keep back le

HaiZ~
Now u say how many sorry aso no use
Cz everytime u make me angry aso said SORRY <<< tis word

Soli bii T.T

Know wat means bii??
Aikss~
Soli a my baobei lougong

I guai chuo lei jor~
I shouldn't said u lie to me juz now
Hmm~I know u won lie to me de
Cz I trust in u~
N i trust in u tat u love mii veli much~

I'm so SORRY ya~
Mou sam geh ah
T.T

Tummy pain pain eh
T.T
Till I can't sleep
N it makes my tears out too

I miss u so so so so so much eh
>.<
Wish to see u neh~
Wish u to pei me
N always at my side
=(

Lolx~
Baobei said wan buy shou lian gv me lo
Y ne??
Wan tie me up a~
>.<
Scare gt ppl qiang wit u mie??

Ouch! Ouch! Ouch!
Pain~pain~pain~
T.T

K nar~
I nid to try go sleep or
Muackzz~
Love u~

......

Hihi^^

Sry 4 long time din blog le
Cz no idea wat to blog
Cz it was skul holiday
So brain aso go holidays le
Hahasss~

Open skul oni start blog-ing back nu
>.<
Hope u dun mind o~

Muackzz~
Love u so much baobei~
Dun leave me ya^^
FOREVER~

Hmm....

Arlox~
Now is 5:19pm
Waitng 4 baobei finish tt~

Hmm dunno wat to post today lo
>.<
Sorry Ting Yew i can't celebrate wit u le
Coz Thursday i gt skul leh
>.<

N as 4 baobei i can't go wit u
Coz gt tt~
........
Hmm~
Mybe v next time bah...

Haixxx~
Same feelings like last nite le
T.T
About (estranged) in our relation~
Changes??
Mybe gt le~

N u keep on said i'm buzy lo
????@@"'
Aikss~
Dunno wat to say le..
Then....

Tats it bah~
Love ya~
Byezz..
Muackz~

[~.~]

Haiz~
Lets talk about 'us'
Hmm...

I felt me n u de gan qing keep...err...dunno how to say o
=(
Haiz~
Like...like...estranged le...
N like doesnt care me much le
N...n no much time accompany me le

Hmm...
Dunno wat to talk le~
Tats it bah..




ByeZz~

....B.P...

Harluu~
I'm back again nu..
N baobei go tt le
Left me n D.L eh
T.T

Lets talk about D.L
Hmm~he msg me le almost 3days le
Then he told me tat he fall in love wit me lo~
Untill now he still haven sei sam lo
>.<

Aikss today i say to him tat his fs gt so many leng lui
Y dun find them chat??
Then he say he juz wan me
N he promised me not to add ppl jor tim lo
N promised to change(bin tai those things)
=.= swt~

Then call me open a new acc for him n me de comment
N conversation lo
Yer~

Wow~
He like fall in love in me still crazy jor lo
>.<
Jackie aso like tat lo said he will wei le me change n won smoke lo
But i din accept aso~
Lol...

Hmm~
Tats 4 today bah..
Wan go watch tv while waiting my lougong finish tt
^^ Muackzz~
Love u~

T.T

Watching TITANIC movie~
T.T
So sad...
So romantic..
So so so...dunno how to say..

Is a good n nice movie~
Its suit for me
XP
Like tis movie so much
N i've watched tis movie almost 10+ times le
But it won bored~
















•••MY HEART WILL GO ON•••

~.~

Yesterday nite can't sleep tim~
Almost 2 or 3am le
But i'm still on the bed..rolling here n there wit my blanky
N heart keep crying~
T.T

Then 7am my dog come to call me bring him out gai gai
So I bring him go jog n went to the playground n i was siting on the swing
While my dog is running here n there
Then he lying on the ground beside the swing
Awhile more i went home n take a bath le
So went out breakfast wit mum,bro n grandparents

Haiz~
My cough getting more worst n worst le
=(
Hmm~
Reli miss him leh
T.T

But think he doesnt know de
Wat should i do??
Can i juz forget all about it n start again a new life??
Or i juz forgive him wat he had done??n together wit him like last time??
Or juz end up like tat??

But i reli truely love him very deep neh
T.T
Cant have a happy life witout him
Although now have many boys know me n him have arguement
So some of them take advantage to an wei me n wanted the chance
=.= so wat larh~

Today I dun have skul but he got~
Dunno wat is he doing leh??
Got miss me anot leh??
Dunno if I reli give him de chance will he appreciate it anot leh??
Will he broken his promise again??
Will he won hurt me anymore??
Are u truely love me??
Love me a bit or like me love u very deep le??

(I wanted to ask these question de but i scared he lie to me)
=(
But last nite saw ur blog
Written "tat time i still tot she is waiting for me How silly is me"
Then i dun wan ask u le

Mybe i reli not a perfect gal for u~
Mybe i reli bad~
Mybe i reli treat u not good~

Hmm~
U won know wat i'm thinking de~
Atcually tat time is i reli is waiting for u de
But i din admit it oni~
Haix~

K nar~
Tats 4 tis morning bah~
Byezz~

Reli love u de baobei lougong~
Makszz~

Our final decision is...

Today is our 113days~
N our final decision is...
SEPERATED 4 a moment~

Moment??mybe gua..
@@"'
Haiz~
SUAN liao nar

I think v make tis decision more better~
For u n me to leng jing..
.......
.......
.......
.......
.......
.......
.......
.......
.......
.......
.......
.......
Won separated 4eva??
Who knows??

I won know wat will happen 2moro?
Although i...
•Miss u
•Love u
•Angry u
•Hate u
•Dun wan see u
N many more

But I still love u~

Today skul life~

Haiz~
Wat a day..
Skul life bored!!!!!!
Sux!!!

Today 'he' keep look at my class n recess time come pei me nu
But I talk wit him n juz keep walk away~
=(
My frenz keep call me go to him lo
Hmm~but I dun wan

They keep force me lo
>.<
I ting bu sun them
So i walked away n went to class~
Hmm...

Then bla bla bla
I dunno wan talked wat le
=.="'


I think tats 4 today bah~
Hmm...byezz

Hate u D.L~

Hate u
Hate u
Hate u
Hate u
Hate u
Hate u
Hate u
Hate u
Hate u
Hate u
........Hate PLAYBOY lots lots....

Hate u~
Although me n u r fren
But still gt a feel HATE u~

I HATE U D.L

~zzz~

Haiz~
Again n again...
Tis is the last time le

I reli had it le~
Cant stand it anymore~

Hmm these days u keep said about my house lo
Summore today u still say at my house outside
Couple aso have own freedom bah!!?

Tis call care mar??
Haiz~
SUAN le~

Ask 4 forgive??
Many times le tat u ask 4 it
N again n again I forgave u
But not this time!!!

I'm back le =X

Harlo~harlo
Finally finish PMR le..
Yahoo!!!

Exam so damn hard lo~
Especially sej,bm n geo
T.T
If fail 1subject then can DIE le

Scare scare neh~
But now can relax le
Hehe...

2moro still nid to bring all the teks book to skul nu
So heavy eh
x.x
Then Thursday start no skul till next Tuesday lo
=(

Sorry o~can't pei lougong again nu
Hmm...mybe u all no skul aso gua???
See 2moro assembly wat teacher say bah~

Hmm...in tis 1week so miss u lo
+can't see u~
Summore sometimes exam till 3 or 4pm lo
>.<
Tired sei le~

K nar~
Write till here bah..Bb
Muackzz~
Love u n HeartZ u~

Dropping by~

Harnu~
Juz dropping by oni..
So blog little bit nu

Haiz~
My cough,flu n sorethroat haven cure lo
>.<
Getting more worst
T.T

So sun fu eh
=O
Now my stomach will pain de lo while coughing
=(
Like sei ha sei ha jor~

......
Baobei today suddenly ask me
"Still love him anot lo"
T.T
Tot wat he wanted to say lo
Aiksss~me luan luan think oni mar
Soli~

Normally when a couple suddenly ask tis..
...it was the last day they been 2gether means break lo..
Hmm~silly me~

I'm SILLY~
CRAZY de mii~
>.<

Love u~
Muackzz~
Wanna go rest le...

Last blog 4 tis week =(

Harnu~
Sorry 4 these fewdats din blog le nu
...bloggi sure hungry le hor??...
Tats y i'm back to feed u a new blog nu
Mummummum~
Yummy??

I won blog in tis week le
Coz of PMR~
Still gt 3more days include 2moro
Then finish le~yeah!!

Then baobei turn to exam le~
Jiayou jiayou o^^
Muackzz...

2moro oni exam 1subject o
Hehe~then 9.30 something can go home jor
=) can pei my baobei lougong le
Happy mou ahh??

Hmm~
Have to revision now o..
Still gt 11chapter haven read le
T.T have to O.T le
~no nid oink oink jor~
As 4 the xxx faker~
I dun 'like' 3 pak!!!!
Dun always say me n him!!!
Hate tat~
2day still said me like xxx!!!
Faker~still act cute n those things lo
Arghh!!can't stand it
T.T
Help me???anyone??
Muackzz~
Love u oni o lougong~
4eva n eva oni u...

....tata...

DIE jor~
2moro exam le
T.T

Haiz~
Hope BM paper is easy eh...
Coz can't remember all the contoh leh
=S

Aikss~
Nid to mai gun choi jor
>.<

Shuang lo those who din have 'eXAM' de
But have to study o
Especially u~

Hmm...exam time I din bring hp go skul nu
Scare lost le >.<
Hehe~
Sorry ah baobei..

Tats 4 2 day bah~
Byezz..

Wish me Gud Luck ya^^
Muackzz~
Love u~

Aikss~
Sick jor tim..
T.T

Sei mou~
It's getting more worst..
Cough+flu+sorethraot
=(

Haiz~
Somemore 3days o..
~.~
Scary neh...

Hope can pass lo~
^^

Muackzz~
Love u baobei lougong

Somewhere Over The Rainbow~

Somewhere,over the rainbow,way up high.
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere,over the rainbow,skies are blue
And the dreams tat u dare to dream
Really do come true,

Someday I'll wish upon star and wake up where the clouds are far Behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops,
Away above the chimney top.
Tats where you'll find me.

Somewhere,over the rainbow,blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow,
When then-oh,Why can't i??

If happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow,
Why,oh,why can't i?

Angry~

....I'm back to blog again~
N tis is the last I blog
Coz exam le~

Haiz~
Angry him 4 from now..
I won reply him aso~
N answered ur call~
T.T

I dun wan see dao u!!!
I dun wan talk to u too!!!

Fine then fine lar~
Jia ma jia lo!!
I hate ppl talks like tat..
Haiz~

Tats 4 today bah~
Nid go see yi xia those papers...
4 revision~
=|
Byez to all~
Muack...

Haiz~

T.T
Now 9.03pm~
Haiz....

Unhappy now~
Sad now~
Moody now~

Worry about u baobei~
Feeling sick ma??
Nid see doctor mar??

A fren name momoro88 told me juz now
Tat he is playing me oni not love me de
T.T
So i ask him 'Y u like tis say him ne??'

Then he said..
"Last time his fren ask y ur gf didn't come??Then he replied dun care about her lo.
Den his fren ask back him tat u dun scare she will angry ma??
And he replied i dun care her at all d..break ma break lo"

T.T
It's tis all real??
He reli said tat ma??

But momoro said he heard dao de leh
=(
Now how ne??

I reli feel uncomfortable rite now..
~.~!!!!!!
If i ask him,he sure say no de~

Haiz~
I love u so much
N trust u too
N now love u so deep
But....now u treat me like tis???

Reli hate tis~
Sorry sam~
When i'm taking PMR those day go wooden house de time....
......u no need come pei me...
Dun say anything le..
I wish to dun hear it

Coz I dunno who is wrong n who is rite
Juz leave me alone ok??

>.<

HarloW~
Soli these few days dim blog a
>.<
Hehe...

Firstly i wan to said is HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Yi Ting
=)
Happy happy ya~

Hmm...secondly is PMR is on next Wednesday liao nu
T.T
Scare scare neh~
Must jia you le....

Baobei aso must jia you a!!!
Gambateh o^^
Support u always nu
Muackzz~

Haix..
Exam time got 1 time exam till 4pm something lo
>.<
Cant pei baobei eh...
So sorry eh~

Er..2day still gt tuition nu
Now go pei my baobei lougong sin
^^
While watch tv o

Love u o~
Muackzz~