POEMS

Saying "I love you" is a hard thing to do. You might be worried if you are really expressing your truly feelings or if you are being pressured into it. Everyone has their own time when they think that it is appropriate to say I love you. There is no right or wrong time. However, it is hurtful when an individual makes himself vulnerable and says, I love you, and his words are not returned. Sometimes it may be a simple act of courtesy to return the sentiment. On the other hand you may be setting him up for false expectations about the potential for a relationship.

Then,

Falling in love may one of the greatest feelings ever. There is an actual chemical process that happens to a person who is falling in love. All of the senses have a greater intensity. Colors seem brighter, sounds more resonant and smells more powerful when you are in love. When you are with your lover there is no greater feeling in the world, and when you're not you spend all your time thinking of each other. Falling in love is truly an awesome feeling.

Lastly~

On the floor I layMotionless in painThis life is a nightmareSometimes I think I can't go onAll this emptiness insideIt's taking overI’m falling down a holeAnd I shall never reach the top againNor will I reach the bottomI'm Alice in wonderlandBut it’s far from a wonderlandEvery step I take could be my lastEvery choose I make could make it even worseAnd what if I never return home?

Untitle....

There r some of the colours tat i intrested^^

I wanted to buy contact lenses...
Finally i found a trusted gal to buy it from her..
Then i ask my mum yesterday~
N she said it is ur money so up to u..

Then juz now i called my mum bring me to the OPTICAL SHOP
For the 'degree'
Then she said 'Last time buy le a contact lense then dun wan wear,now wan buy again?'
HATE IT LOR...
Everytime say guo de things din kept as promised de!!!
Asshole~

So damn angry le...
Last time tat lenses is original de ma
N i wanted to wear gt colour aso cant!!!?
As she said it was my money n up to me wad...

N i had decided to buy a lenses tat is in Angel Brown de
So nice...
I dunno which 1 should i choose~
cant wait eh...

HAix~

On Thursday i had told him all about my xin shi
N i felt confused too~
But i'm glad tat i told it
Coz wit my support from my Frenz~

THANKS...

Then i tot he will sms n say thx to me
But the conclusion is he din do it
So unpolite lo..
Suan...
NVM~

Lets talk about today~
Many ppl in my class didn't attend
Hehe..So din study lo
Then my ICT presentstion soooooo worst~
Scary eh~
>< so paiseh...
All of them looking n staring lo
..........long story....

Yer...
The 'bin tai lou' gai bao to me lo tis wed/thursday
Scare dao me...
N everyday keep smile
N come my class...

This morning i late in class coz teacher wan to jumpa ahli rumah hijau
So i waited at foyer
N Kah Siong go my class look for me
>.< then ask my class monitor tat where is stephanie?
Then Kenneth said she at foyer,y?
Then he replied if she come up le call her come n find me...

When i back to my class...
Kenneth ask me tat tat boy find u a..
Summore ask he chase u leh...
yer...
Now even my class monitor aso know lo
Almost whole class aso know lo

Wai kit n nicholas so funny today...
Dun wan say jor...haha
Tat indian n tat stupid chinese girl adi is our whole class enermy le
^^ v pull her table out aso lo
Ben lai oni 'de jui' me n my fren
Then now become 'de jui' my whole class
Haha...

Hmm...Tats it bah...
88..♥♥

My Song tat had Changed~

I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
Gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Damn Angry!!!!

Yesterday morning...
My uncle call my mum to take the laptop to him
Coz wanna put security lock on those XXX video
Then nite adi can take back...

Now!!!!
Walao..cant open youtube n Fb lor!!
WTF!!!!
He go n lock those too!!

Lock le then wad i do?
Use internet for wad?
Waste money?
So so damn it lor...
Like tat i rather use my own money buy a computer more good lar!!
Make me cant listen to song n Fb
HATE IT!!!

BUt still can on MSN lar~
But aslo not shuang a!!
Reli fell wanna break it lor!

=(

2day I din go to skul
Coz of sickness~
Now summore have flu le
Wow...
Keep sneezing eh
=(

Haix~
So xin ku nur...
My baobei gonna go to NS tis sat le
For 3months
T.T

Anyway...
V BACK TOGETHER LE NUR!!!
^^

Now wanna go rest sin~
Muackzz...
Love u~

Reply ur blog answer~

To: Sam

Going to NS soon le o..
I know~
T.T
Gonna miss u so so so much~

Sure I will wait u to back o..
N i'll promise u all those things tat u wanna me to promise u de

I LOVE U TOO~
Miss u so much...haix
Days witout u by myside
...going to suffer wit boringness..
N time will past veli slow too
=(

Baobei...
I would accept u back 2~
Juz now juz playing wit u oni
I juz wanna see wad reaction u will get
..when I said I dun accept
But u seem nth de
=.="' sad~

Tats it bah~
Gud luck...
Muack~

Wish upon a star~

Remember when I said I won't miss you?
The truth is that I do
I never stop thinkin' about you (about you)
We are meant together
The two of us abound
Now it seems like forever I can't get you off my mind

If I could wish upon a star
Then I would hold you in my arms (in my arms)
And I know we could love once again (we could love again)
If I could turn the hands of time
Then you would love me still be mine (mine)
Baby I would be right where you are (where you are)
If I could wish upon a star

It’s obvious and everyone can see
That baby you and I are truly meant to be
But nothing turns out right (nothing turns out right)
If only I could make you realize
If only time could (give us just another chance)
I'd prove it all to you

If I could wish upon a star
If I could turn the hands of time
Then I’d be in your arms again

If I could wish upon a star
Then I would hold you in my arms (in my arms)
And I know we could love once again (we could love again)
If I could turn the hands of time
Then you would love me still be mine (mine)
Baby I would be right where you are (where you are)
If I could wish upon a star

If I could wish upon a star.

Forever & Always lyrics by Taylor Swift

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
'Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always
Oh, oh

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, oh

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so
Oh, oh

Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

'Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

And I stare at the phone he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always!


And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, you said forever and always,
Yeah

Haiz...dunno wad to do now~

Friday nite went to see doctor
Coz i have extremlly bad sick
Like cough,sorethroat,sneezing
More worst de is inside my neck there near my throat got a lump

Last time the lump was small
But its getting bigger
T.T
N tis time the doctor gv the medicine more strong de
Plus is my last hope
If still getting bigger or even din small dao
Then have to go to hospital le
...mybe operation..

As doctor said my familk de 'yi chuan xia lai de'
Coz my mum de mum gt cancer
N my mum aso gt CANCER bt heal le~
Scared..

Lastly~
I HATE U ZACK LEE...

i din accept u coz i wanna test u till end
But he cant replace someone in my heart..
Haix~♥
Really feel confuse about it

Many question tat i wanna ask YOU~
1.Do u still love me?
2.Din u lie to me be4?
3.Y v always must have argueing?
4.Are v over?
5.Do u hate me?
6.Y cant u 'ju dond' abit de ne?
7......cant think le...

hmm...anyway is was my wrong
Coz i'm the one who said break first de..
Yesterday i tot u won replied my msg
But u did^^
I'm hapi le...

Er...
oh ya~
I always aso will miss u de
N love u always n forever..
♥♥♥♥

SKIP LE MANY THINGS
COZ I BLOG ON MY HP
N HAVE SENT TO HIM
SO I HAVE DELETED
N CANT REMEMBER TAT MUCH LE
SORI...
PAISEH~ ♥

Boring!

Holiday so bored de lor
Juz looking forward to tis sat...
Cant wait~
Dunno wat to wear lo
Keep staring at my woredrobe~
Time like juz passing too slow le
N thursday no tt lo
Haix~

Dunno wat to do~
MIss euu...

Zack dunno when oni change till wat i request lo
Waiting him...
He so loyal de ppl lo
Cant find anymore~
LOve me 2years le
Wow~Cant even imagine it
Summore i cant even try to imagine it
>.< scary~

tats it bah
bb

T______T

Oh god~
Pakej i din even touch be4 lo
+ this Thursday dun have tt
But Friday have tt at mahkota lo
>.<

Saturday go shopping lo
Ben lai today go out wit my whole class de
But i din go~
Sorry ya guys..

Haix~
'soMeone' reli chased me 4 2years le lo
From frenster till facebook~
He reli so love me??
He change everything for me
>.<
He's a great guy..

Confused~
@@"'
Dunno how lo..

Anyway Someone is going to NS le o
^^ Gud Luck ya~
Hope u will forget de past
N start a new hapi life
=)





••TAYLOR SWIFT ROCKS••
LOVE HER N HER SONG

~YOU BELONG WIT ME
~TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
~TODAY WAS A FAIRYTALE
~WHITE HORSE
~N MANY MORE

•••VENESSA HUDGES••

~SAY OK
~SNEAKERS NIGHT

Today...
10/3/10
Reli reli kanasai liao
Exam paper ICT,SEJ,AKAUN,SC

When SEJ paper time is tat PN.SUBU in our class
Tat time our whole class all TIRU de
Coz dunno how to do
Then she keep look around

Then she talk in Tamil said tat she knows v all tiru
Be4 tat one of my fren saw her coming straight to her
Then she fly tat tuition book away
Haha~
Put fly wrong direction..
It fly to Song Leng side table
So funny~so v all laugh lo
But hou choi he aso veli 'song mok' lo

He used his bag to put on the book~
Haha..
Xiao dao..Then v 'dang' teacher invisible de

Today v decided to go out shopping wit jie mei
N wit ours bro n their gf too~
Walao ee...

Hmm..2moro very less ppl go skul lo
T.T
Haix~
Tats 4 today bah..

Byezz..
N good luck 4 those who taking their SPM result 2moro ya^^

Going to get crazy!!

Arghhh!!!!
Today reli so scared lo
>.< first exam
So hard..

Today exam BM,EKO n MATH
Sei lor..but I have try my best le
T.T

2moro exam BI n MORAL
Not tat so scared lo
But Wed reli reli can die jor
Coz of SEJ,ACC,ICT n SC lo
Wow~~~

Today nearly can't breathe le
Haix~
Summore tuition..
+ going to apply another tuition class at Mahkota
@@"'

Gtg~
Bb..miss euu blog..
Blog u when free bah~
Kindda buzy~

Friday nid to present my ICT assignment infront of the whole ICT class
At Siber
T.T scared~
Now got to finish my assignment slide sin
~.~ *tired*