Lies~

I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer

Life was just too much

I never saw my life in future times

Or happiness and love and such

I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump

And had become happy with thoughts of no pain

Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse

I had nothing left to gain

The sun failed to shine

In my world overcast

Birds no longer sang

And the first had become the last

All things good and whole

Had turned and went their way

They were never to return to me

So I felt I should just go away

Consumption by hate,

to save was too late

Where should I turn now?

Why do I get kicked when I’m down?

When could I be happy?

Or even better,

how?

Fallen and fetal

I will return to the dirt

Bittersweet battle within

No longer would I hurt

Smiles soon faded

And hearts followed to break

As I cried out for help

I cried in heaven’s sake

Routinely I cried

For a hand to reach to me

I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare

And closed my eyes reluctantly

But I felt one more fight,

a chance in me

To save myself from isolation

Piercing my lips were words of insignificance

And the end to my frustration

As time's hands moved on and on

Together,

as one,

we grew

Now solitary routine you seek

You seek you never knew

Tired of times we spend together

Tired of me you grow

Tired of being tired in time

No feelings will you show

But in time as your thoughts are even

Will I be thought of only as your pawn

And will you be happy or sad

When I’m finally gone?

Untitle

I've been living my alonetrying to get you out of my life

But after all this time

I can't help myself but miss you
You're once a dream that came true

An illusion that turned to realitybut suddenly,

Things turned differentlythe way they used to be

Untill such time i have no choice but to let you go
You're the reason for my sleepless nights

Coz you keep stayin' on my mind

I can't help myself from crying

Coz i'm missing you so much........

All the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart

All the memories are still preserve in my mind

I miss you so much

Coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still in love with you
My life will never be the same again

Now that you're gone

I'll be trapped in this loneliness foreverunless

A boy like you will bloom into my life again....
I thought this was a letter

I would never have to write,

I hoped my tongue was something

I could bite.

I've realized its just something I cannot do,

Here are my feelings, just a few.

First,

I'm still so In Love with you,

After all this time,

You told me the same,

Then left me,

What a crime.

Time has passed,

Everyday you're on my mind,

Your love is with someone else now,

What a bind.

I'm so jealous,

He's the luckiest guy I know,

I can't do this friendship thing anymore,

so off I go.

The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,

Even after almost 2 months,

Everyday my heart feels the pain.

Will we ever be together again,

i say as

I sob and mopeas each day passes,

I lose a little more hope.

I'll always LOVE you

Don't hate me for this,

This is what pain is making me do.

My heart is broken in so many a part,

Do I still have a place in your heart?

....broken heart...