Dunno wad can i said dy~

Sad♥

Heartbroken♥

Haix

Wad can i do now??

Wad should i do now??

Still can trust him??

Do he still love me??

Does he played me all these time??

How can i forget it??

Its so damn hurt

It's my first time gv own bf treat like tat

T.T

But normally if my own bf treat me like tis

I will break u them

But i dunno y i cant

Mybe is I ♥ YOU

OMG help mii...

Please~

I beg eu~

Double pls

I've been giving out chances every time

And all u do is let me down

And u're thinking we'll be fine again

Dun wanna hurt anymore

And u can say tat u're sorry

I might believe u if i din know

Could've loved you all my life

If u had not left me behind

U used to shine so bright

But i watched all of it fade away

There's nothing left to beg for

You,appear juz like a dream to me

You love me for who i am u said

Where every moment spent wit u is a moment i treasure

Wondering if it's me u're seeing

I juz wanna stay wit u in tis moment forever n ever

Cause everything u do n words u said

U know tat it all takes mt breath away

And now i'm left wit nothing??

I rmb u said we r ment to be

I was hapi,everything was so nice

But then i found out tat everything was a lie

Tis thing is breaking me down

We almost never speak

I dun feel welcome anymore

Wad happen??

Pls tell me

I feel so moody

I cant feel nothing at all

And i flashback everything u said

And everthing u did

My heart is bleeding

All we had is gone nowAmd my heart is broken

All my scars are open

The oni oni who's gt enough of me to break my heart

So much i nid to say

Been lonely since tat day

So sad but true

For me there's oni u

Been crying since the day

And u were letting go of something special

Something we'll never have again

Cause i've been missing u so much i have to said

I cant believe it

Or forget it

Wad i saw or heard yesterday

Tot tat i saw something i knew did not belong to me

Nothing made sense

U tell me tat u love me

Then u cut me down

I gt no one to believe in anymore

U tell me tat u wan me

Then u push me around

Why do u have to make me feel small??

So u can feel whole inside??

Why do u have to put down my dreams??

So u're the oni thing on my mind??

I'm sick n tired of ur attitude

N of ur reasons

I'm feeling like i dun know u anymore

Here's to u n ur temper

Yes,I rmb wad u said last mite

N i know tat u see wad u're doing to me

Cant u felt the hurt??

Why muz treat me so different??

Why muz treat me till like a stranger to u??

Babe,

I ♥ you so much

T.T

Working shirt

Saturday,

Went to find job

Then found le

Go interview

Ok le

Confirm~

So went to buy black slack
Coz i dun have

>.<

Camhore le awhile

Ugly eh

>.<

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Sometime it's better to be alone...
no one can hurt you that way...
Sometime I wish I were a little kid again...
skinned knees are easier to fix than broken heart...
you broke my heart...
although it is important

But it is fragile

It can be broken by just one word or by just one act

♥while I was holding onall you do is let go♥

Yeah...

I am Smiling...

But In the deepest inside my heart...

I am Dying...

I learnedto put my heart in a box T

o prevent it from broken but it also prevent people to get close

Memories are killing me began from the past

To present the shadow of you the voices of you

The eyes of you

I will never get over

♥My heartis being burriedin the deepest part of my memory♥

=[

Haix~

Tis would be the third post for today

Y my life muz be like tat??

Y??

T.T

Wad should i do??

I'm soooo out of my mind le babe

I nid u by myside

I nid ur support

I dun like argue

Coz argue juz make our love fade away oni

Babe,

I dun care how ppl said me or wad

I juz care de is how u see me

Tedd 曾國琿 如果能重新戀愛 官方mv

Tat was reli a nice song

I love it~

Dunno wad to write le

My baby went to eat le then go tuition le

>.<

2day,

He told me tat if i go sunway or anyway gai gai wit frenz

He will call his frenz kap zhe me lo

Yer

So scary de nu babe

Nid ma??

No ppl will bully me de lar

...I think...

Coz i aso din know there de ppl

Rite??

Hmm

Later mybe i will go station 1 interview

My babe dun let me work at tat stall o

So cant work at there

Bii listen to babe de

U see~

Guai mou??

Erm....

I ♥ YOU

I ♥ BABE

I ♥ My BAOBEI LAOGONG

I ♥ BENJAMIN HO

I ♥ HO BOON HAU

Atcually i dunno his name is HAU or HOU

Lolx

Paiseh

Coz babe de name tag is HAU

But ur msn is HOU

I aso blur le lo

Haix

U said me treat u cold

But urself treat me so cold

=[

Enough of these le!

WAITING FOR EU

XD

Only u can make me smile

Only u can make me anything can be normal

Only u can make me hv a sweet dreams

Only u are improtant for me

Only u is the best in my life...

Only u who i lub

Only u who i miss

Only u who i hug

Only u who i kiss

I

L M

OU

V A

E C

U X

Asual

♥ camhore

Lolx

Taking ppic was my hobby since when i'm 13

Dunno why

XD
Mybe too bored

Coz my baby was sleeping

He was tired

Those was my winter cap

Haha

Nth to do

So juz put it on

N chiczak!

There's the pics

^^

Hope my babe love it

JKJK

Mybe??

Lolx

Wad a sux life without u

........

Lalala

Finally,

U awake le

^^

Phewwwww

Morning babe!

Muackzz

Lolx

I'm crazy le

Crazy wad??

Love u till crazy

Tats my answer to eu

Kakaxx

4.05pm 2day

Writing things post while listening to song

+ crying

(Eyes fulled of tears)

Miley Cyrus-When i look at you

Haix

My life is so sux

I hate it

=[

I reli wanted to do something to release my sadness n anger

>.<

Gor,

Heard tat gals go clubbing no nid $$ o

I reli wan to 'ma jui' myself

............................

*something tat can feel the pain*

Ahhhhhhhh

I found my 'DA ZHU'

Lolx

So gt yuen lo

Lost contact le still can find back

^^

Muz see!!!

All this time I was wasting

Hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

Cause you only know how to contact with your ex galfren behind me

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry,

Looking so innocent

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

You hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

You had me falling for you honey

And it never would've gone away,

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

There's nothing left to beg for

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore

Baby,

what happened?

Please tell me

Cause one second it was perfect

Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone

He still hasn't called

And then you feel so low,

you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when he said, forever and always

For you i’d write a syphoney!

I’d tell the violin

It’s time to sink a swim

Watchn’ play for yaaaa!

For you i’d be

But in a thousand miles just get you where you are

Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot

But for you I need

I’d rather give you the world

Or we can share mine!

I know that

I won’t be the first one given you all this attention

But Baby listen,I

just need somebody to love

I-II don’t need to much

Just need Somebody to love.

(just need sombody to love)

I don’t need nothing else,

I promise girl

I swear.

I just need somebody to love

Everyday I bring the sun around,

I sleep away the clouds.

Smile for me

I would take,

Every second,

Every single time spend it like my last dime.

Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot

But for you

I need

II’d rather give you the world

Or we can share mine!

I know I won’t be the first one,

Given you all this attention.

Baby listen!

I just need somebody to love,

I don’t need nothing else,

I promise girl

I swear.

I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody,

I-I need somebody,

I need somebody,

I-I need somebody.

(Somebody to loooove, somebody to looove.)

I just need somebody to love.

And you can have it all,

Anything you want.

I can bring you, give you,

The finer things yeah!

But what I really want,

I can’t find ’cause,

Money can’t find me.

Somebody to love

Find me somebody to love oohhh.

I need somebody to love,

I-I don’t need to much

Just somebody to love.

Somebody to love.

I don’t need nothing else,

I promise girl

I swear,

I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody,

I-I need somebody,

I need somebody,

I-I need somebody.

I need somebody,

I-I need somebody,

I need somebody,

(I swear I just need somebody to love)

I-I need somebody.

Oh Oh.

I just need somebody to love.

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around
Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know
And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now

What about now

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are

But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the scars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you.

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light.

I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

Now that we're here,

Now that we've come this far,

Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

For all my life,

I am yours

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby,

Before it's too late

OKay~

This reli is our last day le

Hapi

Although v oni had been together about 2weeks n 3 days

I love eu babe

Tats was the last things i had to said oni

Now i can do something

Which u dun like me to do it le

Take care bah

~~

Updated pic~

Forever n always~

Once upon a time,

I believe it was a Tuesday

When I caught your eye

We caught onto something,

I hold on to the night

You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?

Cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down,

we almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore

Baby, what happened?

Please tell me

'Cause one second it was perfect

Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone;

he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low,

you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when he said, forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom,

everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?

Did I say something way too honest

Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?

I looked into your eyes,

Thought I knew you for a minute

Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing

Here's to silence that cuts me to the core

Where is this going?

Thought I knew for a minute

But I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low,

you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when he said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it, baby,

I don't think so

Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

And I stare at the phone he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when we said forever and always!

And it rains in your bedroom,

everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it,

baby,

you said forever and always

Once it's broken so many times

You start to lose peices

So its juz best,

If i keep it to myself for now on

Be4 i lose too much

I'm adi in too deep...

Haix

He put my aeroplane again

=[

I'll reach skul early n waited him for half hour le

But end up wit nth

I'm so freaking down tat time

So i sat at the pondak which face the canteen

N looked at the sky

While i'm thinking

Haix

Y?

Y u wanna trat me like tat??

I juz nid 7 n a half hours from u oni aso cant??

Y so hard for it??

Ur fren asked u out then u out

Ur fren asked u go SW then u go

Ur fren asked u to go yam cha then u go

But i ask u to acc me to skul or shopping
But cant??

OMG

Wad i suppose to say now??

T.T

If u wan lke tis i suggest v break up

I too tired for tis

I too hurt for tis

I know u know how much i love eu

Do u rmb wad have eu promises me??

Tat u won smoke

Tat u won SOK
Tat u won in 18

Tat u will slowly less say bad words

I know u did it

I know u reli did it

But y u can go work when u r sick??

But cant go skul??

Y??

U have another 1 in ur work place rite??

If not y everytime i ask u to quit it u dun wan??

=[

Y i have so many y??

Y i cant stop thinking about u??

Y i cant stop missing u??

Y i cant juz gv up ris relation juz like tat??

Juz becoz i reli love eu BENJAMIN HO

Cant u felt it??

Cant u??

U always say tat u r serious in tis relationship n won play le

But is it true??

I reli dunno lo

Hmm

U sometimes treat me cold

But u said tat i treat u cold

I'm so heartbroken now babe

天川

Stupid idiot fucking guy

How u oni will let me free

Always kacau me when i'm on9

Wad not say wanna beat me de mar?

Fuck eu!!

I hate to be nice le i told u

I'm not tat old stephy

Tat treat ppl nice although they treat me bad

N let them bully

Always scold me

'Mahai' 'Sohai' 'Ham+chan'

N many more

U leh??

U juz a piece of shit

Work in Mahkota so wad??

Very 'BIG'??

Ohh~

I very 'Scare' o

U tot like tat will scare me??

Dun be so wad lar

U r juz full of shit!!!

I HATE u from head to toe

Every single things of u r stupid

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

Always sms come do wad??

Msn come do wad??

Msn first word jiu called me 'SOHAI'

Zadao~

Din accept eu so??

Who accept eu de ppl jiu stupid lo

I think tat gal aso blind de

Who wan be ur sex slave o

..Pui...

Call ppl chicken

Then u leh??

DUCK a?

U reli fan de lo

Arghhh!!!!

Reli damn angry u tis idiot liao

Now summore scold my laogong lo

Fuck off lar!!!

Sei ham lou

Always fuck fuck fuck

U wan fuck ma go Petaling Street

Fuck dao gou lo

Yer...!!!!!

Reli wanted to take a knife n kill u immediately

Throw ur mayat into the sea

Better dun appear infront of me

If not i will use a car bang sei u!!!

Wan say jiu say me

Dun say babe

Sei pak gong lei a

Too free nth to do jiu go study lar

No future

Not like my baby

Babe,

Dun be like him

NO brain de

I mean gt brain juz no use

Din use probably

DIRTY BRAIN!!!!

Take go wash lar

Nid dettol??

Nid clorox??

Arghhhhhhhhhhhh

Who can help me??

I dun nid ur help JASON

Dun buzybody

Dun sms me anymore

I dun wan my babe to think other thing

Juz STOP IT lar

So hate eu!!

Babe,

Bii Bii now juz wait eu oni

Juz wan to see eu

Nid eu

Nid ur hug back too

I know u aso nid my hug juz now

I'm sorry

But i cant i in skul juz now

Cant let ur uncle see me be4 he goes

Sorry~

But i'm sure ur uncle will be happi when he see u hapi

p.s I'm sure get scold from my babe le

if he saw this post

But i reli angry him ma

U dun care oni

But how about me o??

My babe dun help me de

T.T

He juz leave me juz like tat oni 1

Ohhh...

Ohhh woah...

Ohhh...

Where are you now

When I need you the most

Why don't you take my hand I want to be close

Help me when i am down

Lift me up off the ground

Teach me right from wrong

Help me to stay strong

Take my hand and walk with me

Show me what to be

I need you to set me free

Yeah

Where are you now

Where are you now

Now that im half grown

Why are we far apart

I feel so alone

Where are you now

When nothing is going right

Where are you now

I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me

Show me what to be

I need you to set me free,

Yeah, yeah

I need you, to need me

Cant you see me

How could you leave me

My heart is Half empty

Im not whole

When your not with me

I want you

You with me

To guide me, hold me, love me now

Where are you now

Woahhh...

Where are you now

So take my hand and walk with me

Show me what to be

I need you to set me free, yeah, yeah

Ohhh... Where are you now

Oh...

Yeah, yeah...

Ohh, ohh...

Yeah...

T.T

Y u juz leave me behind juz like tis??

Do u know how suffer am i??

I have lost my appetite in these few days le

=[

Y??

Y u like keep hiding urself from this??

I've cried in the last these few days

Even when i'm writing tis now

Wad can i do??

I admit tat i love u

But do u??

U promise me something tat u din do...

Examples (one of the examples)

Photos

Tot u said wan my pics

But i think tats juz ur excuses oni

U din nid my pics coz u have hers

Mybe alot of hers de

So u scare i saw it

Rite??

B.I.N.G.O

( For me)

Infront of me,

U seem nice to me

U seem treat me well

But i dunno weather u are real or fake

Come on

...Please...

STOP IT IMMEDIATELY

I reli had it le~

Enough suffer for me

I'm done being hurt k?

I'm not like ur ex

I dun act de!!!

2day,

U told me tat ur phone cant sms

I truster u

But dun lie me k??

Be4 u went home

I rmb u told me tat u would call me

But did u??

Haix~

U know ma,

Whole day i'm juz looking at my phone

Juz like a soh po

But it end up u make me disappointed me dy

T.T

The most happiest image in my life

Today is our third days

N the whole know aso

Lolx

So paiseh neh...

Let's talk our topic about today

Firstly,

Last nite v planned to go skul at 6.50am

So i reached at 6.47am

But he haven came

So i sms him

Then he said

'' Sorry bii,my alarm din ring coz i put silent mode''

Its okay de babe

=]

So went back call after assembly

Saw him keep look at me

Then he sat beside me

When they all pakat to leave me alone at my place

>.<

Tat time reli so scared nu

Then he talk to me

Till recess

Ben lai he wanted to acc me

But his fren called him

So i called him go wit frenz lo

After recess jiu

.................................

Long Story

.................................

Then sat beside me whole day

Then he kept fan me

N do me

Lolx

Hapii is the word describe my feeling

2morrow how??

See lo

^^

Another day

Without your smile

Another day just passes by

But now I know

How much it means

For you to stay

Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurt so bad

I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now

It causes me to wonder how

Our love tonight remains so strong

It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go

I know but Baby I believe Something's burning strong between us

Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

Oh gosh....

B is telling tat he love me yesterday nite

Wad should i do??

Dun tell out first tat wad v promise

Coz v try for few weeks first

k??