Horoscope Time♥

Horoscope~!!♥
Week of the 30th of May to the 5th of June 2011

You wan to do something more and participate in a larger project
Talk to teachers and to ur parents about things you could get involved with tis summer♥

♥ ♥

I will always remember the last time love .
Once , you loved me and i love you .
Our love is very sweet .
With you I think I'm happiness in every time , every days.

Once , you said you want me to be your most beautiful bride .
I moved to tears , because of you .

Once , you gave me the surprised for our one month , ninety-nine heart-shaped candle .
I'm in tears again , because of you .

Once , you said i am your treasure at hand , will always cherish me .
This is the third time I cry , because of you .


Forgotten from when , our love start getting bad
You did not understand my feelings ,
I did not know what you want .


From now start the countdown at the end of our love ,
you still do not admit defeat stubborn ,


Are you really forget to do ?
you promised

Even if i capricious ,
Even if i bridle ,
Even if i be disappointed ,
Even if i vexatious ,

you said it , you always would never betray my love .
take care of me , love me , watch over me , forever .


Until ,
You said i do not deserve for anyone to be treasured ,
You said you're bored our quarrel like this every day .
You said stay away from you , Because you do not trust me .


I cried , But only once at we turned away at the moment .
Because , Let me be afraid , Let me broken-hearted .
Always it's you .


I'm not turning back , give up all hope

Beginning ,
Our love is a mistake , does not deserve to be recalled .
I bet you lost。

我很想愛他♥

天空 下起雨了
他撐的傘 在你的身邊陪著
可是 我不快樂
因為看見 他臉上的笑 是很勉強的

我很想愛他 但是眼睛在說謊
隱瞞比較容易吧 免得感情變的複雜
我很想愛他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解圍嗎 註能給我一個好回答
愛情 是模糊的
可憐的是 沒有勇氣選擇
如果 再捨不得
這樣下去 我們每個人都是受害者

當愛情陷在危險邊緣
是否都會傷痕累累
是否都會苦不堪言

じ o v з♥

じ o v з ♥

I always needed time on my own
I never tot I'd nid u there when I cry
N the days feel like years when I'm alone
When u walk away I count the steps tat u take
Do u see how much I nid u rite now?
When u're gone,
The pieces of my heart r missing u
The face I came to noe is missing too
The words I nid to hear to always get me through the day & make it ok
I miss u♥
I've never felt tis way before
Everything tat I do reminds me of u
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I noe we were,
N all I ever wanted was for u to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart & soul
I can hardly breathe I nid to feel u here wit me

我總是心太軟 獨自一個人流淚到天亮
我無怨無悔的愛著那個人 你知道你根本沒那麼堅強
你總是心太軟 把所有問題　都自己扛
夜深了我還不想睡 我還在想著他嗎
只不過想好好愛一個人 可惜他無法給我滿分
傻傻等待♥♥
永远等着你宝贝~

When u're gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

Omg,
Justn Bieber's perfume??
=="
Lolx~

Horoscope time♥

Horoscope:♥♥
WEEK OF THE 23RD TO THE 29TH OF MAY 2011
At last you feel better after weeks of feeling unmotivated
You should take advantage of this evergy

OMG~!!
Dun tell me tat i'm going to feel tired n stress out again??
Mybe will~coz i;m planing to finish my license in a week
Can i??
For sure i'm damn tired lorhxx~coz i rush...
But i reli do wanna get my license as soon as possible lerhx
Arghh...HELP!!

Missing eu adi~!!♥♥

2day,
Is the 7th day u have leave
How long should i wait till next month 21st??
I felt tat is a long distance~
But it's okay
Coz i'll wait for eu my dear (:
Muackxx♥♥

ByeBye to Mid-year exam
& Hello HOLDAYS♥
Later would be Hello to SPM TRIAL
): Then will become SPM

Today planing wit my dear tat next week friday n next next go sg.buloh
To meet his parents then dear will bring me to 1Utama
Wheeeeeheee!!
XDDD
Finally i can meet my dear dy~
Oni 8days din see but i felt like very long din see dear le
Miss eu so much now baobei♥
Cant wait to see eu now..

Oh no..
Wad should i wear??
Hmm~ *thinking*
But i think i know i want to wear wad dy
Sae the pic?? *TOP THERE*
Tat's wad i will wear wit short black pant wit high heels ~
Mybe~or sport shoes wit jeans
(:

This is our song♥♥
That's all that matters cause
We all belong right here together
There's nothin better
Than singing along
This is our summer
This is our song♥

你是我的宝贝 - 一辈子都是
我好想你啊宝贝老公♥

I Gotta Find You♥

Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far

You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you I'll be alright

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I want to be
Oh next to you

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

My Best Friend♥

So I sit here thinking about that day
That god sent me an angel, and I thank him for not taking you away
Because you changed my world with a blink on an eye
That is something I can not deny

You are a best friend that will always be there
Because you are a best friend that really cares
You really don't know what you have done for me
You pushed me to be the best thing I can be
When I'm with you I can't cry a single tear

And your touch chases away all of my fear

You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and show me what is love
Now I have found what I am looking for
And that is your love and nothing more
You made my sadness and worries a thing of the past
Because you showed me a love that will last

Man what we have just feels so right
Because when I am in the darkness you show me the light
I am so happy knowing that we are really never apart
Because you have always remained in my heart

Trust me,

You will always be my best friend
And that is because my love for you will never end

I wish I could talk to you till the end of the day
but now I am running out of things to say. B
So I'll end this by a line you already know
And that is I Love You more then I can ever show!!!

♥Without You & I Fell So Deep♥

Every little thing that you do
Makes me fall in love with you
Why I did the things that I did
Made me feel like a silly kid

Why did we always used to fight
I just wanted to make things right
When you left you struck my heart
Never thought we'd be apart

So when I walk by everyday
Always smile in your special way
I know you'll be dying inside
And I wish that you were mine

I break down every night
I cry myself to sleep
And with all my might
I know you're not mine to keep

Although I speak about you so much,
Although everyone can see it
I would never admit it,
Admit how I feel.
When I first met you,
I just thought it was a silly crush
Over time it grew on me; you grew on me,
I found myself smiling, then I found myself thinking of you
I tried not to cry, but tears still broke through
I always asked myself could it be true? or is this just a one off thing
You made me smile, you made me feel special
I know you don't feel the same, but I want you too
I've never admitted this to no one, not even you
I think I've fallen in love with you

I Call It Love♥

They can call it puppy love
They can call it a crush
They can call it a fling or just some thing
They say I'm not old enough to know what love is
But am I too young to know my own feelings
They say she's just one of many
They say were taking it way too fast
That may be so, although I know
That my love for you will grow
That with each passing day
That with every kiss and hug
That every moment we spend together
That I know it was genuine
It may not be forever
It may not be how we might have dreamt it
It cant be thought of as wasted time
It cant be a something that we'd regret
It shouldn't be something we'll forget
It must be something for us to cherish so,
With both our hearts put on the line
With these words I describe
Without a doubt its you I like
With no hesitation or regret of the above
With all my heart its you I love
♥ ♥

Brighter Day

Countless nights I stay and pray
And hope that God brings a better day
one with less tears
where I can love with fewer fears
the wrong boys play with my mind
the good men are hard to find
I've been searching my whole life for that special chance
the perfect time the perfect guy the one perfect romance
the person I can trust with my life
the person that will call me "wife"
but until then I'll just stay and pray
with the hope that God will bring a better day

What did i do wrong??

I can't stop singing Taylor Swift songs
I can't stop asking what I did wrong
You once there and now your gone
I'm to scared to turn the light on

My face streaked with tears
Bringing out my worst fears
I can't say I don't care
Because having you is my only prayer

You once so close and now so far
I don't know where you are
I just want you back with me
That's all I want you see

2day,
Was the thrd day tat u have leave
i reli felt like "tats nth left for me to do wthout u"
Baobei laogng,
Did u know tat....
1month=30days
30days=1800hours
18000hours=108000seconds
is tat a big number??
Definitely.. T_T
1months is like fews years
Although it will soon coming to tat month
But i adi felt very miss eu~

Sorry for juz now,
About tis friday go look for eu
Know ur salary haven out
i know if i go there dear sure bring me go everywhere to walk walk
Then sure use dao money de
But i suddenly think dao dear dun wan me go find u
Sorry my dear♥
Hmm...
Then i wait dear de salary out sin lu~
i will always wait u de la

Love eu always & forever baobei laogong♥

...Speechless...

Can i ask u all tat..
If u have a girlfren/boyfren
N u were with ur fren
Who more important??
Until u can left everything behind becoz of him/her

But u forever aso is fren come first then oni me
Rite??
I know u very loing time din seen uir broithers
N i aso "ti liang" u
N let u go play
But now u play till abandon me??
+ U told me gonna play till 11pm++
Its okay unless u din leave me aside
But do u still rmb wad u have promises me??
Tat u will call me??

Btw,
U know wad??
I first time see u tis kind of bf de lo dear
Sometimes i reli jealous my fren have so gud de bf
Coz they reli do appreciate their gf so much
Although how their gf did somethings to hurt them always

But,
I din hurt u single bit
So y u won know how to appreciate me??
How u oni know how to appreciate me??
U oni know how to say me
But din think from my point
U always hurt me by saying something
But i juz keep it in my heart
But u aren't..
Sometimes u wrong aso
Then u said i wrong
So i says sry n promise won do tat

U know..
I first time treat my bf like tat oni u know
Last time de all aso care me too much won hurt me
But u is terbalik 1~
But i dunno y...

I reli do love u so much
But are u??
.....I reli hope u won lie me....
I reli hope u rmb ur promises
I reli hope u do reli love me very much more than i do

I dunno WHY..

Stupid girl,
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Listen…

Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t care if you’re lying a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long,
Cuz I keep on..

State the obvious
I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me

2day♥

2day♥
Went to Jusco Cheras Selatan
N i have tis "Angry Bird"
=]
Love it so muchii lorhxx~
Hehe..

Btw,
2day my dear going back to Sg.Buloh for 1month
T_T
Sad..i felt so she bu de lor
But wad can i do??
Mybe he aso feel like tat bah..
Will he??
But i hope he reli do rmb his promises to me from him
Hope he will call me too
Coz tat was one of his promises too
♥ sei eu sui lou~
I'll wait eu back de o
I rmb tat u said when u go back for 1month u aso scare of something about me
N i aso said "Me too"
U scare wad about me = I scare wad about u
xD
Stupid de dear dear♥

I love eu dear~
ILY forever♥

Forgiveness & love

Imagining you're far away
Just searching for the words to say
I feel it when you fall apart
Our lives are a greatest art

I don't wanna change your mind
Coz i accept you for everything you are and will be
Stay here with me now

The only thing that are hearts are made of
Are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
Are the acts of forgiveness and love
Coz in the end no one loses or wins
The story begins again and again
With forgiveness and love

You don't ever have to read my mind
You can see it when you close your eyes
Don't believe it when you loose your fate
Another moment is a moment away

I can't tell you what the future holds
Or how to live
All i know is what feels right lights up my life again and again

Let's jump the start
Let's find forever
Where does the time go?
Just live your life
You'll get another today
Forgiveness and love

Let's jump the start....

Week of the 16th to the 22nd of MAY 2011

My horoscope is...
You will begin the week wth low energy and not excited about anything.Get some rest because you are going to need it.

Today,
is our 6months & 5days
Which we have been together
Love eu muchii dear~
Muackxx...

Everyday...

Once in a lifetime
Means there's no second chance
So I believe that you and me
Should grab it while we can
Make it last forever
And never give it back

It's our turn, and I'm loving' where we're at
Because this moment's really all we have

Everyday
Of our lives,
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we're young
And keep the faith

Everyday
From right now,
Gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;

Together we
Will celebrate,
They say that you should follow
And chase down what you dream,
But if you get lost and lose yourself
What does is really mean?
No matter where we're going,

It starts from where we are.
There's more to life when we listen to our hearts
And because of you, I've got the strength to start

From right now,
Gonna use our voices and scream out loud
We're taking it back,
We're doing it here
Together!

It's better like that,
And stronger now
Than ever!

We're not gonna lose.
Cause we get to choose.
That's how it's gonna be!

Keep the faith!

I didn't wanna say I'm sorry
For breaking us apart
I didn't wanna say it was my fault
Even though I knew it was

I didn't wanna call you back
Cause I knew that I was wrong
Yeah, I knew I was wrong

One in the same, never to change
Our love was beautiful
We got it all, destined to fall
Our love was tragical

Listen baby, never would've said forever
If we knew it ends so fast
Why did you say I love you
If you knew that it wouldn't last?

Baby, I just can't hear what you're saying
The line is breaking up
Or is that just us?

Wanted to call
No need to fight
You know I wouldn't lie
But tonight
We'll leave it on the line

I try to call again, I get your mailbox
Like a letter left unread
Apologies are often open ended
But this was better left unsaid

......

Wad should write now??
Let me see...
Well,
Today s our 6months n 3days dy
But we din have any new pics taken
Why??
Hmm...
i wan new pics to put at our profile pics
But will eu put as profile pics??
Will eu??
Dunno~ =3=
Haiz~we have gone through many crazy stuff lo...
Hope wll won happen again lo
Love eu always my dear~

What hurts the most??

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin' on
With you gone still upsets me

There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

Never knowing
What could have been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain
Of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it

It's hard to force that smile when I
See our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder

Gettin' up, gettin' dressed
Livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over

I would trade, give away all the words
That I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Life time~

What school is about??

School is like a prison
We can’t leave,

School is like an island
We are all trapped,

School is like a pie
It is good at first until you reach the crust,

School is like a toilet
It is full of germs,

School is like a salad
You have to put something on it to make it better,

School is like a stupid cat
It never dies,

School is like a garbage truck
It smells, it’s big and you can here it from a mile away,

School is like a baby
It always needs your attention,

School is like a shark
It just keeps chasing,

School is like going to jail
You never want to go back

.....

Baby,
Dun break my heart slow
Okay??
Loveeee eu much~

Baby, don't break my heart slow♥

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you mean
Do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you'd sing to me
Every time things got rockyI was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you say
Do you say what you mean
When you say our love could last forever

You would run around and lead me on forever
While I stay at home still thinking we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
But

Baby, don't break my heart slow♥

Tell me why♥

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around

And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

You could write a book on how
To ruin someone's perfect day
Well, I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/tell-me-why-lyrics.html )

Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

Why do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside?
Why do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind?

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around

Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why? Why? Tell me, why?

I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know

Love is Lonely