Buzy Weekends~!!

23/6/2011

HAPPY B'DAY TO MY DEAR~!!
Muackxx..

Missing you❤

I love the way it feels when eu touch my hand
Dun wanna let eu go
I love the way eu say that i am ur girl
Dun understand why we cant go on and go on
Dun understand why eu dun belong in my arms

And even if i cried a thousand tears tonight
Would eu come back to me?
And even if i walked on the water
Would eu come out to sea?
Now i cant spend my life standing by
Cause even when i miss eu
Eu're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just wont let it go
I just dun understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of eu here with me by my side
I cant deny that eu are the love of my life

And i still cry for eu and i would die for eu
I cant believe all the words i heard eu say
And i still long for eu and i was strong for eu
I cant believe that eu'd throw it all away

Now i can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when i miss eu
Eu're still not missing me

Lately I've been thinking about wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love wit eu
I'm so sorry tat I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that eu can be
But it hurts when you say tat eu understand me
So believe me I am sorry

I wanted eu to be there when I fall
I wanted eu to see me through it all
I wanted eu to be the one I love
I wanted eu to hold me in my sleep
I wanted eu to show me what I need
I wanted eu to know just how down deep
I wanted eu

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we cant be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line

I'm so sorry baby but
I've got to pack up and leave but
I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted eu baby

I cant get you off my mind

I'm sleeping through the day
I'm trying not to fade
But every single nite i've just been lying awake
Cause i can't get eu off my mind

The moment that we met, I din know yet
That I was looking at a face i'll never forget
Cause i can't get eu off my mind

Give me the chance to love eu
I'll tell eu the only reason why
Cause eu are on my mind
I want to know you feel it
What do eu see when eu close ur eyes
Cause eu are on my mind

Boy,
I can't live without eu
I can't think straight without eu
No~!!
So tell me wat should I do
If I can't get eu off my mind

I wan to be best
I wan to be worst
I wan to be the gravity in your universe
And I want to be there to help you fly
I'll help you fly boy
The longer that I wait
The more that I'm afraid
That someone's gonna fool ur heart and take eu away
Cause i finally realized, that I can't get eu off my mind

10 reasons i'm an Aquarius

Horoscope Time baby~

Week of the 20th to the 26th of June 2011:-
Said tat..
Don't get too worked up over problems that seem like they don't have a solution. They do. Take a deep breath girl.

LoVe ❤

2day,
We been have together for 7months 1week & 3days ❤

Days pass so fast
Which we have so much memorable things tat i couldn't finish counting
Sonetimes i admit there's some problem
But we always settled it together no matter wad

Now,
You're coming back
& then going to "Traning" again
Last time u no nid to go
Then now..going...
Durhh~
But i promise eu tat i will wait for u as always my dear..
*asual*
Hehe~
Going to miss eu more n more lo
T_T
Are eu going to call me after u finish work??
"i bet u will??"

Oh my my my,
Wad should i do??
Skul going to have Pra-Trial SPM then Trial SPM then SPM
Looks so near ady..
Now i have choose my way
Hmm..i decided to bocome a lawyer..
(:

Planing thursday celebrate my dear's b'day
THanks mum~!!❤
For letting me back late tat day
Planing to wear our new couple shirt tat day
My bro get jealous coz i din buy for him
Gonna buy for him on next thursday
Not going to roller but oni going to shopping
But will he going to go wit me??
Still dunno yet..But i hope he can accompany me
Please dear.. (:

Love eu forever and always my dear
Muackxx❤
Our love won stop beating as long as my heart is still beating
Or as i could said tat is as long as i'm still breathing
You're my everything
You're my treasure as u could seen it

Love~

时间会证明一切❤
你有多爱我还是你真的真的非常爱我如你所说的话..

I wan ... i wan...!!

I wan angry bird cake~ ❤

I wan 1 set of angry birds
Or one aso can..
❤_❤

Waa~
Now summore have pillow
❤❤
Can i have one??

Plaese~
Pretty pretty please...❤
Hehe~

♥ - Smile，習慣一個人的寂寞。

I will always remember the last time love .


Once , you loved me and i love you .
Our love is very sweet . With you I think I'm happiness in every time , every days.







Once , you said you want me to be your most beautiful bride .
I moved to tears , because of you .

Once , you said i am your treasure at hand , will always cherish me .
This is the third time I cry , because of you .







Forgot from when , our love start getting not quite stable
You did not understand my feelings ,
I did not know what you want .


But it's all okay now..
Now i understand~
And now everything is fine..



Our love getting better day by day
Stronger by stronger
With trust in each other
With no other "thinkings"
Which means simply think out somethings..




I knew you aren't won forget wad you need to do ?
your promised

Even if i capricious ,
Even if i bridle ,
Even if i be disappointed ,
Even if i vexatious ,

you said it , you always would never betray my love .
take care of me , love me , watch over me , forever .

Do you remember??
I bet you do, baby♥






I cried , But only once at we turned away at the moment .
Because , Let me be afraid , Let me broken-hearted .

Always it's you .





I'm not turning back , give up all hope

Beginning ,
Our love is never mistake .

I bet you lost。 你的赌注 输了我。

好的事情

SPM trial is juz around the corner dy..
Then SPM le~ T_T
And my new timetable from now on is:-
Monday -5:30pm-8:30pm(SC & MM )
-8:30pm-10:15pm(Akaun)
Tuesday -5:30pm-8:30pm(BM & Bi)
Wednesday -2:30pm-4pm(SEJ)
Friday -5:30pm-8:30pm(AKAUN & EKO) *but din take tis AKAUN*

Omg~
First time my time become like tis dy
Because of SPM
N tis is my last year~
Of coz wont forget my time to accompany my dear 1
Wait he come back Sg.Long & will arrange it yarhx~
Sure will like last time de~
Study then is study but when come up le play then is ENJOY
Won forget about u de dear
I say le i will..♥♥
Everymin
Everysec
Everyday
Everyday
Aso will miss u
N it won STOP missing u as long as i'm still breathing
(: muackxx♥~Love eu forever dear♥

U muz not forget wad u had told me
U muz not foreget wad u had says to me
U muz not forget wad u had promise me
U muz know wad u should do and wad u shouldn't do
I trust eu always
So u cant lie to me
*such as..did something behind me,do "dui bu qi" me de things..and many more*
I know eu know de rite dear??♥

Suddenly...

We make our paths ,
We're independent .
We dump our boyfriends.
And we do our hair anyway we would like .
We figure out , that we are attractive .

And we look around ,
And now we loved to live the single life .
And then we tell ourselves we'll never fall in love
again .
But then he comes around and suddenly we understand ,
That we have never really been in love before.


And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they
write are all about ,
And suddenly I dont care if its right or wrong as long
as he's around ,
And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are
perfectly right in your eyes .
Perfectly right with this guy .

I know its wierd ,
But we are connected .
And in some strange and crazy way I think ,
That we have always been .

And now he's here ,
And he says he loves me .
And it feels so right ,
And In fact it feels so good that I can't sleep at
night .

But I just told myself I will not fall in love again .
But he just came around and then he made me understand
That I have never really been in love before.

And yes ,
I know you might get impatient .
But look around ,
He might be walking right in front of you .

And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning
.
Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning ,
He's the one ,
He is the one .

Can eu tell me it's okay??

Here, We are.
We been here. Yes we have !
Can you tell me, we're okay ?
We face to face ...
But are we still a hard.
Can you tell me, It's okay?
You can't know what you done!
No you don't know how much I change ...
You can stay, you can go.
Still I will never be the same
But I hope that will be okay ...
You can't know what you done!
No you don't know how I change ...
I know, I was wrong, I'm sorry that I hurt you.
Can you tell me, It's okay?
_It's okay baby_

Smile ♥

Girls, to be beautiful means to be yourself.
You don't need to be accepted by others. You need to accept yourself.

I says....

A short message from love ones . ♥

A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.
I cant promise that you wont be sad or i wont make you sad,but i can promise when you sad i will be there for you to make you happy back.

thank you :)

A Place In This World

Dont know what i want, So dont ask me,

Cause im still trying to figure it out.
Don't know what's down this road,
im just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down.
Even though im not the only one,
that feels the way i do

Im alone, on my own and that's all i know
I'll be strong,i'll be wrong,
But life goes on
Im just a girl,trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans,
And im wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Can you tell me what more do i need?
And tomorrow's just a mystery
but that's okay

Maybe im just a girl on a mission,
but im ready to fly

Today♥

2day,
Wake up early n went to KTM Serdang wait my dear
N bring me take train go Kepong Sentral

Things which we have do today is:♥♥
1.Waited for tran 3rounds coz many ppl
2.Go to his house n meet wit little sister (so cute n talkertive)
3.Take bus n suddenly change to teksi to go 1U
4.Have lunch n walk walk wit my baobei dear
5.Go back dear de house rest n drink water
6.Dear bring me go meet his fren

Hehe~
Make me so shy lo tat time...eeeeee...
Hmm..dear dear bought me a shirt at Forever21
Thanks dear~!!♥♥
Love it so muz n i'll appreaciate it soooo muach o..
Then dear bring me go S&J for Angry Birds
But too expensive there..so he said tat will buy for me at a shop tat sell oni soft toys~He will buys me 1set of it ^_^ weeeee♥

Common Denominator♥♥

Just the fraction of your love,
Fills the air,
And I fall in love with you
All over again,

You're the light that faced the sun,
In my world,
I'd face a thousand years of pain
For my girl.

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,

Before your love was low
Playing girl just my high
You chase the game now I put
My cot in the side

When broken heart rise up to say
Love is alive
You and I would stand
To be multiplied, yeah

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here, here, here

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
Do you understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator,

I can't imagine life,
Without your touch,
And every kiss that you give,
You fill me up,
And to all the heart it can,
Jealous females hate it,
I'ma hold it down for you, you, oh woah,
You're the common denominator,
I don't wanna go back,

Just the fraction of your love fills the air
And I fall in love with you all over again

Sepang Gold Coast

Sepang Gold Coast~!!
Man-made beaches..
*Cool*

If there have any chances
I wanna visti there BADLY!!

Love it muachii~

Without his Love~

What has happened is never spoken
And everything around me has been broken
There's no words, just silence.
Hate, but no violence
Sadness, without tears
Humans, without fears.

When will the ground break?
Where is the open gate?
Slowly, the darkness creeps
But still, no one weeps.
All are withering
Hearts are shriveling.

This world has grown cold
There's no one left to hold.
I fear that I too will join them soon
Just when the light fades from the moon.
My beloved has been turned into a dove
And now I know what becomes of this world,
Without his love.

We have been together adi for
6months & 3weeks
...........
But in those 203days
Have some happpy n sad memorise~
But most of it aso is happy memorise more than the sad 1 of coz
Hmm...
But in those 203days
I oni recieve my birthday present n tats all??
Where are the others dear??
U juz gv me gift oni on birthday??
Not like others couple tat the boy will gave their gf gifts sometimes
Like 2months one gift or 3months or 4months??
Valentines'day gift u din give me its okay
Coz i understand here u dunno where can buy
But u've said tat u will buy it for me from tat day
U've said tat if u go back ur home u'll buy
N tat is March~So u did go back
But u din bought it...

Somemore u've lost it (*our thing)
N u haven found it back yet
Untill now..hmm..
N u have go back there adi 11days
N went out everynite till 2am-4am oni back
................zzzz......................
N tis two days include today
I dunno y i have a weird feelings
T_T
Sometimes i reli scare of somethings
But as u said mybe i juz think many oni
Ya~mybe i am
But its reli scared me
If i tell u
U sure said tat i dun believe u
As u know i always do~
):
Mybe u spend ur time more to play game (DOTA)
Than spend with me~
nd I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always

Angry Birds♥♥

Angry Birds~~
♥♥
=3
Love it love it~

Can i have 1??
Or all??
Hahaxx~

Giant Teddy bear~!! ♥♥

OIMG!!♥♥
I want it so much de lerhx~
):
Din recieve be4~
My dear said buy it for me but its too expensive
so dun wan lar.. ><
Unless dear buy me a medium 1
XDD kakaxx~
But i think u won
Coz u won automatically buy a gift to me
Untill i've said tat i wan tat
): ......
Even valentines's day aso din gave me anything
But i understand coz u dunno places around here
So u've said tat u'll gave me later
Later untill now??
I beg u have forgetten adi~
T_T too bad~

A gal'bf should gave their own gf gift
Not oni on birthday n valentines day oni
It should said tat is..."Once A While"
Rite??