How love HURTS

You have broke my heart into pieces again~

N tis time i reli dunno how to heal it anymore

You make me feel like wanna give up on eu dy

But i'm still so in love with you

I reli dunno y u have to treat me like tat

Once eu back to Sg.Buloh,

We sure will argue

N u sure change to another person 1

Not the Steven i knew

*EVIL*

=[

Its TIME~

T___T

With all i am~

With all my heart~

I treat eu so well..

At the end,

I dun think we still can last long anymore..

Tis time,

U reli had break my heart into pieces

Tat eu cant stick it back together anymore

Juz like a puzzle~

Please,

I'm had it enough dy~

So pls STOP hurting me anymore

*Listening*

Like a G6 as loud as i wan now

To mabuk myself~

I wan go clubbing!!

I loved you more than I have ever known

Those starry eyes

Those tender lips

You made my heart melt

Then boil into a roaring fire

I now know

What my eyes could not see

You are the only one that is for me

Many nights those tears flew

Being myself without anyone

Anyone to care about the thoughts

Looking at the sky and knowing

Many mistakes I had

Many mistakes I have had

T___________T

Can anyone teach me wad to do??

First is Vincent

Then now is eu

Y muz eu all hurt me deeper n more depper

Did i treat eu all bad??

Didi i do wrong??

In the fact,

Is u all dunno how to appreciate a gal who treat eu gud??

After break,

Then u oni begging for forgiveness!

*BOYS*

*SPEECHLESS*

♥

2day,

We have adi been together for 3months,2weeks,2days

So fast~♥

Time past so slow..

You are my all in all

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I get dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

If life isn’t joy,

What is it?

If life isn’t happiness,

What is it?

You say love,

While I say depression

I’ve never seen love,

So what is it?

People say it’s to have emotions for someone…

Deep,

Deep emotions

Others say it’s to care for someone…

To really care

Truth is,

You can’t define it

You have to feel it,

To know what it is

When you feel love,

You’re happy

I’ve never felt it,

So where’s my happiness?

My life can’t be happy,

When im already depressed

So love,

You’re obviously not with me

I describe love as a firey pit

You fight to keep the fire going,

But when you least expect it…gone

You tried so hard, why?

Why did it burn out,

You need it!

You need its warmth,

Its safety

While this happens,

You begin to think

No,you don’t

You don’t need that fire,

You need yourself

There,

Right there…

That is where the secret remains

Your firey pit is gone, you’re free!

Why worry?

It’s gone

My depression of love, gone

Your soul, no longer holding me back

You can define love, only in your way

Love isn’t in a person, it’s in yourself

To get happiness,

You have to love who you are

Love isn’t about the roses, or chocolates

Love isn’t about the heart,

Or the soul of the holder

Love is about finding yourself,

Within your heart…

I really don’t know why i'm lonely

I try to be myself but I act like someone else

I don’t know who I am anymore

there’s the whole world spinning around me

and people think im weird when I say hi at this world

because of that I get made fun of people all around me think im gay

im not gay I like girls not boys

and yet people are calling me names

but again this is the messed up world we have to live in

Pure,

A heart filled with emotions

The heart drawn on my paper is true

Maybe it seems stupid but it can tell my life story

When you put in the effort you can unlock a world of gold

When you start to care, you can unleash a heart of love

Love is where your soul is, not where the person is

When you love yourself, you begin to draw the picture

The picture isn’t complete until your life is

Your love,

Your heart,

Your world,

Your partner,

…is the picture...

Love Is Lonely

We were so in love

Then we were falling

Our hearts being torn away

Our love being eaten by hate

Beauty counts for nothing when you can’t see

And I could not see

See you, at least

We thought it was perfect,

You and I

But no,

We were sadly mistaken

There were issues and problems

Barriers we could not cross

Things we could not overcome

And now you’re gone,

Only a faint hissing in my Temporal Lobes

(or my memory, for those of you who are thinking “What?”)

I won’t forget you, or at least I’ll try

What ruined us was gravity,

Making us fall down

Are we still falling?

If I Die Young~

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Oh oh Oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time
And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Oh oh

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need them oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

With all my heart~

I never really believed,
In this whole "love" thing,
But when I first saw your face,
I could hear my heart sing.

That sweet smile on your face,
The gentle look in your eye,
Just one look at you,
And I could hear myself sigh.

I gathered my courage,
And walked right up to you,
From that day foward,
I knew it was true.

We just started out as friends,
And talking on the phone,
But I couldn't take it anymore,
So I let my true feelings be shown.

I told you how I really felt,
The love I had for you,
My worst fear was you'd turn away,
But that turned out not to be true.

You told me you felt the same,
But had the same fear as me,
From that day foward,
We knew it was meant to be.

I hope we'll always be together,
And things will never tear apart,
I'd also like to remind you,
That I love you with all my hear

OMG~

I'm so 'luan' now

Suddenly i became a MC for this year PROM

Still dunno wan choose where

Either..

1. Ciao Restaurant (5 Stars French Restaurant)

or

2. Golden Horse (Ballroom)

Oh SHIT!!

But nvm~

I can handle it!!

My dear gonna go with me!!

XD

Oh yea~

...................................................................................

My dear's father n sister wanted to see me

"Jian jia chang"

Jkjk~

No lar..

Hmm..my dear is going back tis sunday

But i cant stay overnite

My mum sure dun give

I tot tis sat pei u back then evening go back sg.long de

But u say next time

Then next time bah dear~

It's okay de..

We still have so many chances de o

& time too

But u're leaving next Monday le

Cant see eu anymore le

I'm sure my life will be so boring dy

=[

Coz cant see eu 1month le

I'm sure i'll cry de when u leave

When u back i wan eu hug me tight tight de o dear

Okay??

Promise me,

Once eu finish work muz call me de o~

Muackxx

I'll wait eu come back de o laogong

Love sei eu le<3

Yea!!

Now Wai Loon says that when he gt free time he'll bring me go find dear o

Yippy~

Happy sei me le o

XDDD

Dear muz wait me o

Guai guai de zuan xin work o bao bei

^_______^

19 Feb 2011

Lovely mar??

Hehe...

Take pics under the sun

XD

3months,1week & 2days

That we have been together dy~

LOVE YOU DEAR

Still have 8more days

Then my dear gonna go for training le

T______T

Wad should i do??

*No mood*

*Thinking*

Greatest♥

I don't know why you're hurt inside
or what was said that make you cry
I hope that you
can see you are
the greatest thing
to me and when

You fill like your not enough
I'll give
you wings
and I lifting you up

I hope that you
can see you are
the greatest, greatest
thing to me

I don’t want waste another day,
Stuck here with you
Up in the middle of the day
What I can see is you waste another day

Cuz when I’m with you I fall apart,
I see your permanently broken heart.

Baby, you’re the greatest to me,
No,no matter what,
what, what, what.
I don’t know why you’re hurt inside
Or what was said to make you cry
I hope that you
can see you are
the greatest, greatest
thing to me and when

You fill like your
not enough
I'll give you wings
and I lifting you up

I hope that you
can see you are
the greatest, greatest
thing to me

I don’t want waste another day,
Stuck here with you.
Up in the middle of the day.
What I can see is you waste another day.

Cuz when I’m with you I fall apart,
I see your permanently broken heart.

Baby you'r the
greatest to me
no,no matter what
what what

I don’t know why you’re hurt inside
Or what was said to make you cry
I hope that you
can see you are
the greatest thing
to me and when

You fill like you'r not enough
I'll give you wings
and I lifti'g you up

I hope that you
can see you are
the greatest, greatest
thing to me...

Sorry that i love you by Anthony Neely

For all of the time that i tried for your smile

For making you think that i was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take a stand

But then love love love made us blind

And I’m so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I’m sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn’t turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i hold you tight

And I’m So sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed

For taking it back when i fled the scenesorry love,for wasting your time

And I’m so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I’m sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn’t turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

I’m so sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i hold you tight

And apology now after all of this time

Won’t make my difference tonight

But I’m hoping

I’m Sorry will open your mind

To love love love love in your life

Sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I’m sorry that it came true

But sorry doesn’t turn back time

For all that i have done to you

I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i fell through

Sorry i was falling in love with you

I’m sorry that it came true

But sorry do can’t turn back time

I’m sorry that i loved you

I’m sorry that i hurt you

I’m so sorry that i loved you

I’m sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i loved you

Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide

Won't you promise me

Now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget

We'll keep dancing

Wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you threw it all

And you can't keep us apart

Cause my heart is wherever you are

Mountains too high enough, oceans too wide

Cause together or not, our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour

What we have is worth fighting for

You know I believe, that we were meant to be

edited♥

Edited by ME♥

Picture 1~

Picture 2~

Nice bo??

Dear dear like it mar??

Sometimes eu reli dun wish to think too much

Coz it will destroy the relationship tat u have

Wat a sweet relation now i have

But this makes me more worry

Coz i reli scare if one day he leave me

Then wat should i do??

Cry like hell??

T_________T

Everytime i asked him..

Will eu leave me??

Will eu dun love me??

Will eu do something bad behind me??

N he replied tat

It's impossible tat i will leave eu or dun love eu

Unless u dun love me or dun wan me dy

N i won do tat to eu de dear coz i reli do love eu

Dear,

I aso do reli reli very love eu

N i know tat u are truely love me aso

I can see tat..

Mybe sometimes eu buzy working n reply me

With a ''len dan'' msg

N i tot of others things

But now we both aso are grow up

Cant be so childish like last time le

Muz be more mature~

Rite??

So i won always have a ''creative'' mind anymore le

I trusted eu

N i knew tat eu won lied to me n do something tat felt sorry to me

I love you dear

Love you so much

Forever & always♥

14th-20th Feb

Someone told you something

That is making you lose sleep

at night. Don't get too

overwhelmed. It will work

itself out.

Happy Valentine's Day~

Happy Valentine's Day dear♥

Here's ur present...

Hope eu'll love it o baobei

^______^

Choose tis very long time jor lu~

Tada..Finished dy♥♥

The watch XD

Tat i used a long time to choose

Hope ''ngam'' eu o dear

^________^♥

*Front*

*Inside*

Simple but niceeee~
Self-made card
Tat used two days to finished it
Hope eu'll like it o laogong♥

Muackxx~
We have been togehter for 3months & 3days
ILY forever babeee♥

Time pass so fast~

*Hate it so much*

N gonna finished Feb in 14more days to go

T__________T

He gonna be away for 1month

N i dunno how does my time pass during those 1month without him

Felt like wanted to cry now adi

Haix~

Wad should i do??

*Kindda in worry emotional*

*Thinking*
Tat wad should i do in those 1month??

Coz during his work time he cant sms wit me anymore

*Sad* =[

Phone me??Hmm...still dunno yet whether he will anot

But ytd nite u said le will phone me at once after work de o

DUN FORGET!!

Dear dear,

I'll so bu she de eu de neh

But u've to leave me aso

T______T

I'll soooooooo damn freaking miss eu

Everyday juz thinking of eu

Thinking tat are eu tired??

Thinking tat are eu hungry??

Did eu eat??

Did eu drink enough of water??

Are eu bored??

Have eu miss me??

Er...i think i won think tat "do eu have another one at there bah??"

>________<"

Stupid dear~

I love sei eu o

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

ii ♥ eu fan shu laogong
Muackxx♥
Dun ever leave me ya~
Promise??
But i knew eu won

2day,

Is Valentine's Day♥

Is my Sad Valentine's Day

Coz dear need to work

But its okay de

I dun blame eu

Coz work mar

>_________<

NO work then will NO money

NO money then how to ''yang'' me ne hor??

Dear,

I'll wait eu back de o

Then u have to give me a tight tight hug

XD

In those 1month,

I think i'll diet n do more more exercise

Then when laogong back le

Will have a surprise

*mybe* hope i can do it lur~

*I'm trying my best*

Laogong,

I'll guai guai de wait eu back

& eu muz guai guai de come back

Be4 tat guai guai de work n go back hostel phone me o

*waiting de*

You have a....

彩虹的家♥

我爱你! ♥

宝贝老公,

Something tat eu should promise me during tat 1month

But..can u do it??

Can eu promise me??

1.sms or call me once eu finish work >.<

2.Dun ''kao'' or ''kap'' lui

(but i know eu won do it bah)

3.No drinking beer

4.Muz eat bao bao

5.Muz rest more after work

6.Miss me XD

7.Love me XD

8.Miss my voice XD haha~

9.Is...know tat ur laopo is waiting eu back T______T

永远爱这你的老婆♥

Happy sweet seventeen for me~

Muackxx...

We haven together for 3months

=]

HAPPY B'DAY GIRL~♥

Have a sweet seventeen tis year ya

^___________^

Muackxx♥

Once in a while

You are in my mind

I think about the days that we had

And i dream that these would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

How I want here to be with you

Once more

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one in my life

So true,

I believe i can never find

Somebody like you my first love

Once in awhile

Your are in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace

And I pray that it will all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

And how I want here to be with you

Once more

You will always be inside my heart

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Please don't say no

Now and forever you are still the one

In my heart

So true,

I believe I could never find Somebody like you

My first love

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

So true,

I believe I could never find

Now and forever

Fucking Perfect♥

Made a wrong turn

Once or twice

Dug my way out

Blood and fire

Bad decisions

That's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated this place

Misunderstood

Miss knowing it's all good

It didnt slow me down

Mistaking

Always second guessing

Underestimating

Look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please

Dont you ever, ever feel

Like you're less than

Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel

Like you're nothing

You're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean

When you talk

About yourself, you were wrong

Change the voices in your head

Make them like you instead

So complicated

Look how we all make it

Filled with so much hurted

Such a tired game

It's enough

I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons

I've seen you do the same

The whole worlds scared

So I swallow the fear

The only thing I should be drinking

Is an ice cold beer

So cool in line

And we try, try, try

But we try too hard

And it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics

Cause they're everywhere

They don't like my jeans

They don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves

And we do it all the time

Why do we do that?

Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeeeeaaaahhh

Oooooooh

Oh baby pretty please

Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel

Like you're nothing

You're fucking perfect to me

I wanna call the stars

Down from the sky

I wanna live a day

That never dies

I wanna change the world

Only for you

All the impossible

I wanna do

I wanna hold you close

Under the rain

I wanna kiss your smile

And feel the pain

I know what's beautiful

Looking at you

In a world of lies

You are the truth

And baby

Everytime you touch me

I become a hero

I'll make you safe

No matter where you are

And bring you

Everything you ask for

Nothing is above me

I'm shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see

Just what I was

Show you the loneliness

And what it does

You walked into my life

To stop my tears

Everything's easy now

I have you here

And baby

Everytime you touch me

I become a hero

I'll make you safe

No matter where you are

And bring you

Everything you ask for

Nothing is above me

I'm shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you

I would always hunger

All I need is your love to make me stronge

And baby

Everytime you touch me

I become a hero

I'll make you safe

No matter where you are

And bring you

Everything you ask for

Nothing is above me

I'm shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

You love me

When you tell me that you love me

=[[

Tis few days,

I'm reli unhappy~

Mybe tis few days he's kindda busy wit his work

So i look like pushed aside by eu

N make me think many

=[

But i reli dun wan tat to be happen

T______T

I cried for tis few nites

Haix~

Do eu know it??

Mt heart reli hurt so deep

Can u feel the pain??

Dear,

I reli love eu so much too as eu do

I know eu reli love me

I'm wrong too

Coz i think too much le

Kepts on think negative

I'm sorry my dear ♥

I won do tat again le

I promise eu k??

=[

Dear,

Reli scare u'll leave me

But i know eu won~

Hmm...

But tis two days u seems so busy wit oldtown le

Less time for me

But i'm okay de

I'll wait eu ♥

I think tat's all sin bah~

Mind empty

>______<

Love eu always baobei ♥

Muackxx ♥

2months,3weeks & 1day~
Muackxx
Love eu muchii dear~

Ishhhh~

Boring now♥

Coz my sui lou is buzy-ing now

No reply me le

But i understand de

So i'll wait~

♥♥♥

Love sei eu o baobei laogong

I'll wait eu de~

I won have ''creative'' mind de

Coz i know eu bz o~

*WAITING*

彩虹的家♥