If life isn’t joy,

What is it?

If life isn’t happiness,

What is it?

You say love,

While I say depression

I’ve never seen love,

So what is it?

People say it’s to have emotions for someone…

Deep,

Deep emotions

Others say it’s to care for someone…

To really care

Truth is,

You can’t define it

You have to feel it,

To know what it is

When you feel love,

You’re happy

I’ve never felt it,

So where’s my happiness?

My life can’t be happy,

When im already depressed

So love,

You’re obviously not with me

I describe love as a firey pit

You fight to keep the fire going,

But when you least expect it…gone

You tried so hard, why?

Why did it burn out,

You need it!

You need its warmth,

Its safety

While this happens,

You begin to think

No,you don’t

You don’t need that fire,

You need yourself

There,

Right there…

That is where the secret remains

Your firey pit is gone, you’re free!

Why worry?

It’s gone

My depression of love, gone

Your soul, no longer holding me back

You can define love, only in your way

Love isn’t in a person, it’s in yourself

To get happiness,

You have to love who you are

Love isn’t about the roses, or chocolates

Love isn’t about the heart,

Or the soul of the holder

Love is about finding yourself,

Within your heart…