DJ got us falling in love again♥

So we back in the club

Get that bodies rockin from side to side

Thank God the week is done

I feel like a zombie gone back to life

Hands up, and suddenly we all got our hands up

No control of my body Ain't I seen you before?

I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes

Cause baby tonight,the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, baby tonight,the DJ got us falling in love again

So dance, dance,like it's the last,last night of your life,life

Gonna get you right

Cause baby tonight,the DJ got us falling in love again

Keep downing drinks like this

Not tomorrow that just right now, now, now, now, now, now

Gonna set the roof on fire

Gonna burn this mother f**ker down,down, down, down, down, down

Hands up, when the music drops

We both put our hands up

Put your hands on my body

Swear I seen you before I think

I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life, life

Gonna get you right

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

In the cover of the music

Get naked baby

I'm sorry chica

Better holla at Tyrone

Let him know how

I jump through your foot loop

Scolla chico two can

We're from the blocka blocka o polaca

Were the boys get loose like wacka flacka

Oh no man, it's global

Was' up

Colale flacka

I wanna be your gyno, no not your doctor

Dale abre ahi

Papa Nicholao baby

Let me see

Yo soy el cubanito

Que esta tostaito

Yo freco, no

OK Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life, life

Gonna get you right

Cause baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, baby tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again

So dance, dance, like it's the last, last night of your life, life

Gonna get you right

Cause baby tonight,the DJ got us falling in love again

Yeah, thank you DJ

Maison♥

Picha display oni

♥

Nice rite??so many rich ppl♥

2day,

Wake up at 8.30am

N went for breakfast

Then went to church as usual

Sunday church service moved to a new building

Named KAOG timur i think

>.<

Blur~

...Lolx...

T.T Edward Elric

I felt tat i wanna cry now

But i dunno wat should i do

Tis is Edward Elric

He's the best fren of mie

Tis few days he din on9

I felt something weird

Becoz his status wrote ''what you do, if doctor say you only have 4 or 3 day... from now...''

T.T

2day,

Few mins ago his sister find me

N said tat he is in hospital at ICU

T.T

My tears was filled in my eyes now

Edward u stayed too far

So i cant go see eu

I'm sorry

But i'll be rite by ur side supporting eu

EU muz be cure soon

Know mar??

T.T

Edward Elric

Get Well Soon~

28/10/10

Outing❤

.....

Anyone??

I nid help here...

Arghhhh...

So many problems

T.T

Me n him had break up

N i'm so in love wit him

N still remember how he hurts me

But i dunno y still in love wit him

I still cant let him go like i wan to

Every week i saw him in church

N i felt tat wanna say ''Hi''

But i kept telling myself to let it go

Becoz of how he hurts me so deep

Everynite i cried

N its flashed back to ours lovely memories

I tot we are perfectly together

But its seems we are perfectly imperfect after all

Why muz we like tat??

Why muz life be so complicated??

One day,

I remember tat it was my english's paper(exam)

N be4 assembly starts i saw him standing infront

While i'm at foyer

><

I kept missing him everytime since we have broke up

Haix~

Wad happen??

Tis is the first time i felt like tis for a guy

Normally i won care about them who does tat to me

But to him...i still in love wit him...

OMG!??

=.=

Should i dun make him hate me anymore??

Summore now me n him still are frenz

+ he unblocked me dy

Few days ago,

He posted on my wall

N i was surprised about it coz saw the notification in my fb

N i was so excited to know was had he pested

I'm so happy

Coz tat was the first time he posted on my wall

^^

Although i still love him

But i won force him to be wit me anymore

I have to be more mature from now on

I mean from the day we broke up

N few days after tat

I'm can said tat i'm totally changed

One day in these week,

My fren asked me ''Vincent still got find eu??''

Then i replied ''No,But i saw him sometimes.But i'm ok..coz i wanna let him free from now on.If he dun love me i aso can force him too..if not i'll be like last time le kept getting hurt from him''

My fren said ''Wow..steph u've changed..so mature dy ha''

Then i replied ''Lolx''

As for Kit Zai~

Although we dunno much

But u treat me reli gud from the first

But slowly slowly u treat me so ''len dan''

N we always argue

T.T

I reli dunno how to say eu le lar

U always said urself very big gas

But u're not at all

Haix!!

Not i wanna angry eu

Is u make 1

Angry a person will old faster de u know mar??

It hurts very much inside to know

You have lost something that is precious to hold

Even though deep within you feel

There may be a chance you never had for real

This thing I talk of it is love,

The love from you I thought it was

You told me in such convincing words

How much you loved me without any other reserves

Then one day the truth hit me

And now I am wondering how this could be

I knew that someday that I’d find out

If you loved me truly or had some doubts

My feelings hurt and heart is broken

Cause your love for me was merely a token

Should I go on,knowing the truth

Or try to work o

ut some kind of truce?

Loving someone is not a game to play,

Hope you will see and realize it someday

Always have I honestly loved you

Just wish it from you and that I really knew

If I had a heart I'm sure it would say

How lonely its been since you went away,

With no one to snuggle and no one to hold

I guess I'll adjust,or so I've been told

It's hard to sit back as the line seems to grow

And watch all the flirting,when deep down I know

There's nobody there who can know your heart

Or feel your thoughts even though apart

To know your thoughts with just one word

Without the others being heard

To feel your heart and share what you love

Like some magic secret from up above

The music flows and so do the smiles

From you to them across the miles

Even our songs that were special there

Are followed by smiles for all to share

I guess it's me...

I just don't understand

You told me you loved me and held my hand

How can I trust anything you say,

When I'm yesterdays news the very next day

If I had a heart it would beat in place

Instead of having this empty space

And yours would beat along with mine,

And I'd be yours til the end of time

If not for you,

I wouldn’t know

What true love really meant

I’d never feel this inner peace

I couldn’t be content
If not for you,

I’d never have

The pleasures of romance

I’d miss the bliss, the craziness,

Of love’s sweet, silly dance
I have to feel your tender touch

I have to hear your voice

No other one could take your place

You’re it

I have no choice.
If not for you,

I’d be a drift

I don’t know what I’d do

I’d be searching for my other half,

Incomplete,if not for you

Speak now~

I am not the kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends,and her snotty little family

All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid,somewhere back inside a room

Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not what you thought it would be

I lose myself in a day dream where I stand and say

Don’t say yes, run away now

I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor

Don’t wait or say a single now

You need to hear me out and they said speak now

Fun gestures are exchanged

And the organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains

It seems that I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle like a pageant queen

But I know you wish it was me,you wish it was me

Don’t you?

Don’t say yes,run away now

I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor

Don’t wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out and they said speak now

Don’t say yes, run away now

I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor

Don’t wait or say a single vow

Your time is running out and they said speak now

I hear the preacher say speak now or forever hold your peace

There’s the silence, there’s my last chance

I stand up with shaking hands,all eyes on me

Horrified looks from everyone in the room

But I’m only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

Don’t say yes, run away now

I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor

Don’t wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out and they said speak now

And you say lets run away now

I’ll meet when I’m out of my tux at the backdoor

Baby I didn’t say my vows, so glad you were around

When they said ‘Speak now’

Come stop your cryin'and we'll be alright

Just take my hand, hold it tight

I will protect from all around you,

I will be here dont you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong

My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm

This bond between us cant be broken,

I will be here dont you cry

Cos you'll be in my heart, yes you'll be in my heart

From this day on now and forever more

You'll be in my heart,

No matter what they say,

You'll be here in my heart,

Always,

Why can't they understand the way we feel,

They just don't trust what they cant explain.

How know your different

Deep inside us,where not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart,yes you'll be in my heart

From this day on now and forever more

Don't listen to them,

Cos what do they know.

We need each other,to have to hold

They'll see in time,I know

When destiny calls you,you must be strong

I may not be with you,but you got to hold on

They'll see in time,I know

That your there together 'cos

You'll be in my heart,

Believe me,

You'll be in my heart

I'll be there from this day on,now and forever more

Ooh you'll be in my heart

No matter what they say

You'll be here in my heart

Always Always

I'll be with you,

I'll be there for you always

Always and always

Just look over your shoulder x3

I'll be there always.

Who R who we are by Kesha

Hot and dangerous
If you’re one of us, then roll with us
‘Cause we make the hipsters fall in love
And we’ve got hot-pants on enough
And yes of course because we’re running this town just like a club
And no, you don’t wanna mess with us
Got Jesus on my necklace

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

CHORUS:
Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
It’s about damn time to live it up
I’m so sick of being so serious
It’s making my brain delirious!

I’m just talkin’ truth
I’m telling you ’bout the s— we do
We’re sellin’ our clothes, sleepin’ in cars
Dressin’ it down, hittin’ on dudes (HARD!)

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

[CHORUS]

DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up

Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

OW!

❤

2day,

Was our 17days tat we had been together

>.<
Mybe many ppl still dunno

But almost most of my frenz adi know
❤ you ya~
Tada...

Here you are...

Kakaxx

❤ ❤

Y muz life be so sux??

So hate ppl who always made up stories tat's not true

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wat a fren for??

Walao~

U changed alot man~

Not oni i've said tat

All my frenz aso said tat

WTH~

U two are reli perfectly match!!

Congratzz!!

Both aso love two made up stupid fucking story

I still haven count wit eu

Example like WK b'day

U tot my mum's was my driver a

Drive no nid time??

THe car won fly 1 k??

Still blaming on my mym becoz of late fetch eu home

If not u i think i'll go back at 9pm

U cant go out so blame on me n my mum

...Haix...
*Watever*

Yippy~

Halloween coming^^

Going to have a halloween party wit frenz n outing

Tis thursday gonna watch ''The Child's Eye''

Friday going wooden house

Saturday morning go movie n night go party

Hurray!!!

Moody❤

T.T

Having exam till next week wed

Then thursday go watch ''The Child's Eye'' at Mines

^^

Can't wait for it~

New picha at >>> oni abit

Many at FB

~Hehe~

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you,

I miss you~

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my dream

How I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying by too fast

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

=[

Y i cant let you go??

Y am i still missing you everytime??

Y muz i have so many y??

Y everytime u appear infront of me??

Haix~

It feels I’m drowning in the sea
Because of the truth that lies inside of me
I tried to sleep in my bed
But I just can’t remove it inside of my head
I look up in the sky
Thinking how the way you lie
Thinking why you did this to me
Cause it gives me pain and agony
I prayed to the Lord
That I can forget that painful word
And hoping I can find the reason
Why I loved the wrong person
I wish I can find the answer
On how I became such a loser
I guess there is no right boy for me
And all I know my love is lonely

=[

*Examination days*

Teenage Dream♥

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down
Down...
Before you met me
I was alright
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine,
Valentine...
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tights jeans
Be your Teenage Dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your Teenage Dream tonight
Toninght,tonight,tonight,
Tonight,tonight,tonight
Yoooouuu...
You make me
Feel like
I'm livin' a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
No...
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
I might get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your Teenage Dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your Teenage Dream tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight

Tiny Teacups!!!

Marie Cat~

Omg~

My fav marie cat

><

But cant find it here

Oni at Japan

T.T

Bad~

Kitty~❤

Wow❤


I wan i wan
><

p.s. When will i have a new pet

My dog died le

Then i felt so lonely dy

=[

Haix~

Pain pain go away!

Please do not come back another day

Tears falling down my face

How I wish for his warm embrace

Wonder if he cares about me

Wonder if this is suppose to be

How can he stand there and break my heart

How did we allow us to grow so far apart?

My dreams of us being happy is not going to come true all

I am feeling is down and blue

Pain pain go away bring me back to another day

Where he loved me and we thought we were meant to be

I will not stop loving you that much is true

But I will be stronger in time and not feel so blue

You will always be in my heart even when we are apart

One day,

I will have that warm embraceand tears will stop flowing down my face

Pain pain go away leave me alone and do not stay

We had a lot of fun

When we were together

I'll never forget

I'll always remember

The laughs that we shared

The dreams that we had

But those dreams changed

And they left me sad

I know you've moved on

And found someone new

But I have to admit

I still wish for you

This isn't healthy for me

I really need to stop

When I think about our past

My heart wants to pop

So as I say my last goodbye I want you to know

That I'm trying my best

To learn to just let go

Heart talk to VL~

Tuesday, October 05, 2010 its time to end
we had been together 3days or mybe can say 3weeks??
i should not waste my time for you anymore.
i should focus on my study , exam , my future ~
i realise i get nothing even how i treat youuu '
you will stil doing the same things .
you wont treat me like this if you really got heart to want me back to youu .
you not really love me , but you just want me entertain you while you lonely~

am i treat you bad?
i spend all my time for you. but you?
finally i make a wise choice ;) i wont regret

Gohss~

Akaun paper 2morrow~

Aaaaaa...

Kindda scare~

Scare tat have not enough time for it

>.<

Hmm~

Nid to revision dy

Wish me LUCK^^

Love is lonely

It feels I’m drowning in the sea
Because of the truth that lies inside of me
I tried to sleep in my bed
But I just can’t remove it inside of my head
I look up in the sky
Thinking how the way you lie
Thinking why you did this to me
Cause it gives me pain and agony
I prayed to the Lord
That I can forget that painful word
And hoping I can find the reason
Why I loved the wrong person
I wish I can find the answer
On how I became such a loser
I guess there is no right girl for me
And all I know my love is lonely

~Speechless~

Dunno wat to blog leh

Phew~

Sorry guys

>.<

Everyday together as perfect,

Until we have our place in the sky.

I woke up this morning thinking of you

And i wondered if you were thinking of me to...

I sat up and thought about our last goodbye

And all i could do was sit there and cry

It's hard to let you go when i know what we could be

I just have to wait until the day that you will finally see

Maybe someday you'll realize how much i care for you

And maybe you'll realize that you care for me to

But until we meet what could be fate,

I'll just sit here thinking of you and wait

What to do??

Tell me what to do about you
I already know what I can see in your eyes
When you're selling the truth
'Cause it's been a long time coming
So where you running to?
Tell me what to do about you
You got your way of speaking
Even the air you're breathing
You could be anything
But you don't know what to believe in
You got the world before you
If I could only show you
But you don't know what to do
Tell me what to do about you
Something on your mind
Baby all of the time
You could bring out a room
Oh yeah
This day has a long time coming
I say it's nothing new
Tell me what to do about you
You got your way of speaking
Even the air you're breathing
You could be anything
But you don't know what to believe in
You've got the world before you
If I could only show you
But you don't know what to do
You think about it
Can you ever change?
Finish what you started
Make me want to stay
Tired of conversation
Show me something real
Find out what your part is
Play it how you feel
Tell me what to do, about you
Is there anything, anyway
Won't break us in two
'Cause it's been a long time coming
I can't stop loving you
Tell me what to do about you
You got your way of speaking
Even the air you're breathing
You could be anything
But you don't know what to do believe in
You've got the world before you
If I could only show you
But you don't know what to do
Oooh
You could be anything
But you don't know what to believe in
World before you
Show you
But you don't know what to do
Yeah

=]

Harlox baby~

Sorry for so long din updated eu dy

>.<

No idea tat wat should i blog

Coz final exam gonna coming soon

Kindda nervous~

*Sigh*

Hope i can get better marks this time

^^

Love all my galfrenx n KitZai♥

Muackxx

Will blog when have idea or special events

Or any news

^.<

Byebye♥

To all Form4 students,

GOOD LUCK IN UR FINAL!!

GAMBAHTEH!!

Jia you~

The day you went away~

Well I wonder could it be

When I was dreaming about you baby

You were dreaming of me

Call me crazy, call me blind

To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does she love you like I do

I do, you know I really really do
Well hey

So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away

So sad but true

For me there's only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

I remember date and time

September twenty second

Sunday twenty five after nine

In the doorway with your case

No longer shouting at each other

There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special

Something we'll never have again

I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away

The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone

How could I carry on

The day you went away

Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say

Been crying since the day

The day you went away
The day you went away

The day you went away

Boring❤

How love HURTS~

You told me that you loved me,

You told me that you always will.

Then one night as I sit home waiting for you to call

I heard that you didn't want me

And that you went out with buddies.

As I heard this the tears just wouldn't stop falling.
To me it was so perfect,

To me it was going fine,

I never thought i'd lose you

I thought you'd always be mine.

How come i never noticed?

How come i couldn't see that you were changing your mind,

The way you felt about me.

We could of worked it out,

We could of talked it through,

But you left it so long,

There was only one thing you could do.

You tried to tell me nicely,

You asked me if i'd cry,

But my heart just tore apart,

As i let out a sigh.

We hugged for the last time,

And i didn't wanna let go,

But i finally pulled away as i told myself no!

I held in my tears i began to walk away,

When people asked what happened,

I had nothing else to say,

Except "ï wanna be alone, and i don't wanna talk,"

So i went around the corner,

And went for a little walk.

I decided to sit down,

As i felt my eyes go red,

I gazed at the floor,

In my hands i held my head.

The tears poured down my face,

As i asked myself why,

Why did it happen,

Why did he lie.

I didn't wanna believe it,

Yet i knew it was so true,

That we were definatly over,

That you and i wre through,

I still can't believe,

You expected me to guess,

When i had no idea,

I was totally clueless!
Tell him that I hate him

Tell him that I love someone new

Tell him that I don't need him anymore

Tell him that he is nothing for me

But please....

Don't tell him that I cried when I said all that.

Hearthbroken~

I've been living my alone

Trying to get you out of my life

But after all this time

I can't help myself but miss you
You're once a dream that came truean illusion that turned to reality

But suddenly, things turned differently

The way they used to beun till such time i have no choice but to let you go
You're the reason for my sleepless nights

Coz you keep stayin' on my mind

I can't help myself from crying

Coz i'm missing you so much........

All the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart

All the memories are still preserve in my mind

I miss you so much

Coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still in love with you
My life will never be the same again now

That you're gonei'll be trapped in this loneliness forever

Unless a boy like you will bloom into my life again....

First,

I'm still so in LOVE with you, after all this time,

You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.

Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind

My heart is broken in so many a part,

Do I still have a place in your heart?....

You where my all the one I adored,

The one who I trusted the most in the world.

I gave you the pureist of me

You asked me to trust you.

See my love was real i guess yours was fake

Becoz i would have never lied to you or pushed you away.

You have no idea how much I have cried

N asking the Lord why my heart

Why did you brake me in half this pain that consumes me and won't let me think .

My heart had never felt such pain yet

The one who asked me to trust caused this enourmous hurt and disappointment

And yes shame.

Don't worry about saying sorry or you wish me the best what goes around comes around and that is what i have to say about that.

Adios Mi Amor My Bay,

This love is the one you let slip away.

Don't think that I will cry forever

I love myself too much

But yes know this you hurt me soooo damn much.

One day the only one you gave away will be the one your wishing for.

Why my heart????....

I used to think everything would be okay,

If we gave it time all the problems would just go away we tried to sit and talk it out

I realized I love you with out a doubt

You say you love me and I know you do its so hard to prove my love to you

I try to deal with your personal stuff but dealing with you is pretty tough

I cant do this anymore waiting for you to call has became a chore

You say you'll call and you never do

I sit at home waiting for you

You say i'll be there soon

Im on my way

I don't hear from you again till the next day everything you do comes before me

You are loosing me again

I hope you see I miss you more than I could ever say

You'll realize what went wrong one day when all the drugs are gone

And your sitting in your room all alone when the phone doesn't ring

N i'm nowhere to be seen

Please help me make this work swallow your pride and stop being a jerk!!

I love someone,

It's so true,

Is it the same for you?

I think of him all day long,

Even though I know it's wrong,

Coz i have to let him go

Such a heartbreaking word,

Yes,

Yes I wil date eu,

Yes I will love eu,

Yes I will be yours,

But at the same time it's a no,

No he won't date me,

No he won't love me,

No he won't be mine,

But the worst part is he has said those yes words to me,

But they have never be.

Aikss~

Too big mirror nid bend abit

>.<

Paiseh...

Back to my line

Yesterday,

Went to Pavillion,TS,SW,Lot 10 n Farenhit

Wow

My legs were totally out of energy dy

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*LONG STORY*

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Hmm~

Eu find me on Sunday

N asked wheather do i wanna be back together

N i said i'm confusing about it

N ytd i rethink it

Tat i still reli love eu

N wanna give eu another chance

But when i asked eu back juz now tat do eu wan us to be together back

N u replied ''no'' for the meaning tat eu wrote

T.T

Wat the hell

*sigh*

Nvm~

As eu wish...

Pics for ydt

^.^

Many at Kenneth's camera

2day,

i woke up at 11am

N i dunno why i kept thinking about eu since the day eu called me up

N mybe was the last day tat u'll called me

I've kept thinking about eu n us

I'm thinking tat if someday if v reli be back togehther then will how??

Will i get hurt again??

The reason i added eu in my siblings was i dun wanna lost contact wit eu

I dunno wanna forget the memoriable days when together wit eu

I juz cant let eu down

I tot i can let ru down someday

But now i realise tat i cant

Even a tiny little bit

Why??

U treat me so bad but i still cant forget eu

I still can love eu

My love to eu still din changed

Haix~

I'm reli confused about it

You asked me ''Do eu still wanna be together??''

..............

I said ''If you dun love me then I dun wish to together back..

when we been together we are very different than other couple.You won zhu dong de find me and you won acc me at skul 1 or wait me be4 skul finish or wat...so think carefully''

U said tat ''i needede promise from you too . . .

you can't stop me from smoking and i wouldn't want you to say that i dont trust you and saying you dont trust me.. .. ''

N i replied ''Oh..then you also cant stop me from doing something to myself.You knew I dun like ppl addicted to smoke oni.Plus you also dun dang guo me is ur gf de lar.You're the one who always said I dun trust you oni.''

U said ''it's up to you ok''

N i replied''...up to me again?If you dun love me then I dun wish to together back..when we been together we are very different than other couple.I think we aren't ment to be together..we be frenz bah..''

N u din replied dy~

=[

Do eu know how much i hope tat v can like other couple??

I dun nid eu to change becoz of me

I dun nid eu to stop smoking

I juz dun wan eu to addicted to smoke oni

Is tat so hard??

Eu wan me to be back ur side

N put me aside again??

You tell me tat eu love me then eu cut me down

You tell me tat eu wan me then eu push me around

I'm sick n tired of ur attitude

I'm feeling like i dun know eu anymore

Why do you have to make me feel small

So eu can feel whole inside me??

Why do eu have to put down my dreams

So eu're the only thing on my mind??

You ask me for my love then eu push me around again

Here's to eu n ur temper

Yes,I rmb wat eu said to me last time

N i know tat u see wat eu're doing to me

This thing is breaking me down

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was hapii

N my heart is broken

All my scars are open

I fake a smile so eu won see

Wat i wan n i nid

N everything tat we should be

I wonder if he knows

He's all I think about at nite

The oni one who's gt enough of me to break my heart

He's the timetaken up but there's never enough

N he's all tat i nid to fall into

One day,

Eu came n talked to me

N eu said we are ment to be

I was haoii,everyhting was so nice

But then i found out tat everything was a lie

Hoping eu would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

N all eu do is let me down

The saddest part

Isn't tat wit each passing day

I feel like i nid eu more,

But it's the fact tat eu dun nid me at all

When i am with eu in those day we worked,

I wish i could stop the time

So i could spend forever wit eu

& never have to leave each other

Morningx~

Waiting for Wayne's father to fetch us Jusco later
For movie

(The Hole)

Yea!!

Go out again~

Haha...

But sad coz someone cant go

=[

N i'm still confusing about something

Haix~

He's still fitted in my heart from that day till now

Never changed even abit aso no

But am i fitted in his heart??

OMG!~

Everyday n everynite i was missing you

Everynite i look at ur pics

N my tears was filled in my eyes

I was very scare

>.<

Eeerrr.....

Wad should i do now??

7 jie mei i nid eu all now

T.T

I reli dunno wan how now??

I reli confused now

=[

Help~

♥♥♥

p.s VL,

Ya,u still fitted in my heart

I can honestly said it

I still ♥ eu

But i'm way too stupid coz everytime i'm being played by eu

U aren't truely de love me

As i felt~

Every couple de boy sure will find his gf

But here terbalik is i find eu first

Y cant eu ''zhu dong' abit leh??

Haix

ii mixiu~