Hearthbroken~

I've been living my alone

Trying to get you out of my life

But after all this time

I can't help myself but miss you
You're once a dream that came truean illusion that turned to reality

But suddenly, things turned differently

The way they used to beun till such time i have no choice but to let you go
You're the reason for my sleepless nights

Coz you keep stayin' on my mind

I can't help myself from crying

Coz i'm missing you so much........

All the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart

All the memories are still preserve in my mind

I miss you so much

Coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still in love with you
My life will never be the same again now

That you're gonei'll be trapped in this loneliness forever

Unless a boy like you will bloom into my life again....

First,

I'm still so in LOVE with you, after all this time,

You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.

Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind

My heart is broken in so many a part,

Do I still have a place in your heart?....

You where my all the one I adored,

The one who I trusted the most in the world.

I gave you the pureist of me

You asked me to trust you.

See my love was real i guess yours was fake

Becoz i would have never lied to you or pushed you away.

You have no idea how much I have cried

N asking the Lord why my heart

Why did you brake me in half this pain that consumes me and won't let me think .

My heart had never felt such pain yet

The one who asked me to trust caused this enourmous hurt and disappointment

And yes shame.

Don't worry about saying sorry or you wish me the best what goes around comes around and that is what i have to say about that.

Adios Mi Amor My Bay,

This love is the one you let slip away.

Don't think that I will cry forever

I love myself too much

But yes know this you hurt me soooo damn much.

One day the only one you gave away will be the one your wishing for.

Why my heart????....

I used to think everything would be okay,

If we gave it time all the problems would just go away we tried to sit and talk it out

I realized I love you with out a doubt

You say you love me and I know you do its so hard to prove my love to you

I try to deal with your personal stuff but dealing with you is pretty tough

I cant do this anymore waiting for you to call has became a chore

You say you'll call and you never do

I sit at home waiting for you

You say i'll be there soon

Im on my way

I don't hear from you again till the next day everything you do comes before me

You are loosing me again

I hope you see I miss you more than I could ever say

You'll realize what went wrong one day when all the drugs are gone

And your sitting in your room all alone when the phone doesn't ring

N i'm nowhere to be seen

Please help me make this work swallow your pride and stop being a jerk!!

I love someone,

It's so true,

Is it the same for you?

I think of him all day long,

Even though I know it's wrong,

Coz i have to let him go

Such a heartbreaking word,

Yes,

Yes I wil date eu,

Yes I will love eu,

Yes I will be yours,

But at the same time it's a no,

No he won't date me,

No he won't love me,

No he won't be mine,

But the worst part is he has said those yes words to me,

But they have never be.