2day,

i woke up at 11am

N i dunno why i kept thinking about eu since the day eu called me up

N mybe was the last day tat u'll called me

I've kept thinking about eu n us

I'm thinking tat if someday if v reli be back togehther then will how??

Will i get hurt again??

The reason i added eu in my siblings was i dun wanna lost contact wit eu

I dunno wanna forget the memoriable days when together wit eu

I juz cant let eu down

I tot i can let ru down someday

But now i realise tat i cant

Even a tiny little bit

Why??

U treat me so bad but i still cant forget eu

I still can love eu

My love to eu still din changed

Haix~

I'm reli confused about it

You asked me ''Do eu still wanna be together??''

..............

I said ''If you dun love me then I dun wish to together back..

when we been together we are very different than other couple.You won zhu dong de find me and you won acc me at skul 1 or wait me be4 skul finish or wat...so think carefully''

U said tat ''i needede promise from you too . . .

you can't stop me from smoking and i wouldn't want you to say that i dont trust you and saying you dont trust me.. .. ''

N i replied ''Oh..then you also cant stop me from doing something to myself.You knew I dun like ppl addicted to smoke oni.Plus you also dun dang guo me is ur gf de lar.You're the one who always said I dun trust you oni.''

U said ''it's up to you ok''

N i replied''...up to me again?If you dun love me then I dun wish to together back..when we been together we are very different than other couple.I think we aren't ment to be together..we be frenz bah..''

N u din replied dy~

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Do eu know how much i hope tat v can like other couple??

I dun nid eu to change becoz of me

I dun nid eu to stop smoking

I juz dun wan eu to addicted to smoke oni

Is tat so hard??

Eu wan me to be back ur side

N put me aside again??

You tell me tat eu love me then eu cut me down

You tell me tat eu wan me then eu push me around

I'm sick n tired of ur attitude

I'm feeling like i dun know eu anymore

Why do you have to make me feel small

So eu can feel whole inside me??

Why do eu have to put down my dreams

So eu're the only thing on my mind??

You ask me for my love then eu push me around again

Here's to eu n ur temper

Yes,I rmb wat eu said to me last time

N i know tat u see wat eu're doing to me

This thing is breaking me down

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was hapii

N my heart is broken

All my scars are open

I fake a smile so eu won see

Wat i wan n i nid

N everything tat we should be

I wonder if he knows

He's all I think about at nite

The oni one who's gt enough of me to break my heart

He's the timetaken up but there's never enough

N he's all tat i nid to fall into

One day,

Eu came n talked to me

N eu said we are ment to be

I was haoii,everyhting was so nice

But then i found out tat everything was a lie

Hoping eu would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

N all eu do is let me down

The saddest part

Isn't tat wit each passing day

I feel like i nid eu more,

But it's the fact tat eu dun nid me at all

When i am with eu in those day we worked,

I wish i could stop the time

So i could spend forever wit eu

& never have to leave each other